I need do stay here for a while. The contract of the apartment of me and my ex ends this may. And for me theres no new one in sight. The care support will handle this for me.
So the whole situation is extreml stressful for me.
I can't think of that our houshold beeing cracked up.
And she with her new guy. It's just horrible to think he touch her gently. Look at her when she sleeps and doing other things with her
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I regret so much calling the ambulance...I should be dead long ago.
Wanted to cry for help out loud.