I hope this list helps. I borrowed it from another thread, but I've credited Goku Black, who wrote it.there's plenty of cases to look up across the forum, some firsthand accounts are still around like @アホペンギン case for example. Here are a few right off the top of my head
I tried SN and failed
Well, sort of the title. I thought I would talk about my own experiences just so people know what to expect, or to maybe prevent a dumb situation. Feel free to make fun of me, beccause I already hate myself for failing. Especially this badly. But I haven't had a chance to talk about it with...sanctioned-suicide.net
Failed SN attempt: Retrospective
Anyone curious about what a SN suicide attempt would be like, wonder no more. There are plenty of threads about this but I've chosen to summarize my experience to add one more to the books. First of all, I'm a healthy human. I have no documented physical illnesses, healthy as a horse. I also...
So, I survived taking SN. Here's what happened
Hey everyone, You guys might have seen my thread about a week ago when I decided to try and ctb, it's here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tonight-is-the-night-its-time-to-say-goodbye.52089/ Obviously, I'm not dead, despite my best efforts. Here is a brief overview of what happened...
Survived my SN last June
I didn't want to hijack AJ95's survival thread by posting my story there, but here's my account of it. I'm not great at writing stories, I try to be concise and succinct. I known about SN as a great alternative to N, and that I had ordered it easily online. I left home and went to the park...
I took SN on April 30 2022
I took SN April 30 2022. it doesn’t matter why. I took the SN at 7:00pm,I took about 26 grams. I mixed it with cola and with Iced tea.It didn’t hide the taste at all, it was horrible. I sat in the chat room in Sanctioned Suicide, while laying on my bed watching Gilmore Girls. I felt my heart...
Smart watch SN
I recently got a smart watch which is samsung, I think it would be cool to take sn and have my o2 heart rate tracked and uploaded so that users of this site could track it as I ctb, sort of a morbid curiosity thing
I Survived....
My method was SN and I somehow survived... My account was Griffith but it got deleted because I was inactive because I was in a hospital for weeks. Part of it was just being unconscious... But it's fucked that I survived, not my own family is neglecting me, I've lost all my friends, life is just...
My experience with sodium nitrite
Hi people, I did a test with SN. I wanted to see its effect on me and took around half of a teaspoon, so like 2 grams. I nearly died and if I had taken a bigger dose then I would not be here writing about this. So let me start. All of this happened few days ago, to be exact, the night from 3rd...
@dggtscccvfd thank you, I hope it proves useful.
It's an interesting read. 8 out of 9 failed as they were found. The last one failed as he didn't take very much SN (only 2g).
It does strongly suggest that the key to success with SN is not being found until you're dead. If you are found, you risk being 'rescued' with the antidote - methylene blue - and surviving! Worse still, if you're rescued there's the possibility of permanent brain damage.
Did you include any of the recent ones? There were quite a few who failed without outside interference
Ok specifically who? Quite a few suggests there's been a number of people.
grey cat, cant find the original thread though
Here's what it's like to die from SN.
I attempted ctb yesterday with the SN regimen. Didn't work obviously (I threw up), but I thought it would be helpful to describe how it felt for people considering this method. I would definitely choose this method next time as it was painless and pretty comfortable. My mistake was not having...
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Here's what it's like to die from SN.
I attempted ctb yesterday with the SN regimen. Didn't work obviously (I threw up), but I thought it would be helpful to describe how it felt for people considering this method. I would definitely choose this method next time as it was painless and pretty comfortable. My mistake was not having...
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Did somone fail the SN method?
in my country fail suicide means jail. so i cant fail. how safe is SN? did so someone tried it and failed? thank ypi
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thats all i can find for now, i ll look for more a bit later sorry
Well, without any sort of outside interferences. Greycat failed due to their nausea issue (hence why they vomitted all the sn they measured) and tieiwi stated that their attempt was impulsive if I remember correctly and took way less sn then they should've which is something not recommended as part of the regimen so they jeopardized their attempt from the start. Basically down to individual reasons that caused failure just as with every method.
Oh and @ghostbird took Nitrate instead of nitrite which is explained if you take a look at the last page of the thread.
And again, Tieiwi didn't even make certain that their sn was pure(that's not to say it wasn't ) and didn't follow the guide by taking too little sn nor had any of the meds to help. As much as it was an attempt, I can't help but cast doubt as to whether Tieiwi may have fully thought this through at the time because their attempt are some of the things anyone should avoid doing when attempting to ctb with sn.
Oh and @ghostbird took Nitrate instead of nitrite which is explained if you take a look at the last page of the thread.
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I thought you looked into these further to look at the reasons they failed? For example @AnonymousRobin attempted with 25g of sn and could've ctb if their partner at the time didn't find them in time. Each of these cases serve as a reminder for people considering this method to be aware of pre-existing issues that could be a potential issue during the attempt like what happened to greycat and to be aware that there's very little room for mistake such as an impulsve attempt otherwise things won't end well like they did for Tieiwi, at the end of the day that's at least what I take away from each failure experience shared by a member who had the courage to come and tell us.
Yeah no I did. The reason why I posted them was just to show that it's important to follow protocol and that failure can result if you don't do so. It's not to discredit sn method as I believe it's good
Yeap, that's very true. With a method like this, you are either in it all the way or you just avoid it altogether if you aren't ready yet or feel like you'll make an impulsive attempt that could make things worse. @mmikkee1 , i don't think it's to discredit the method but it's good to make anyone aware who hasn't come across such cases in order to know what happened and why.
Failed SN Attempt
I tried to ctb yesterday with SN and failed miserably. Thought I would share my experience to help others Fasted for 24 hours before. 600mg ibuprofen with 15mg diazepam 1 hour before 30mg Prochlorperazine 45mins before Antacid 30mins before 20g SN in 100ml water First off, SN is disgusting...
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IDK IF I linked this one or not. She was out for at least 5 hours before paramedics got to her which is a lot for the sn method
Yeah this one, I don't really know what happened and I said so myself. There are similar cases like this such as how some users took sn and woke up later on despite doing right but they didn't ctb, for anyone looking at it, it seems scary that can happen but most of the time it turns out to be nitrate but I don't know. Now that i think about it, weird how she said sn smells disgusting when sn is odorless and even as a water solution, it doesn't have any distinctive smell. Some of these experiences are very similar in detail so I wouldn't be surprised if she took something else.Failed SN Attempt
I tried to ctb yesterday with SN and failed miserably. Thought I would share my experience to help others Fasted for 24 hours before. 600mg ibuprofen with 15mg diazepam 1 hour before 30mg Prochlorperazine 45mins before Antacid 30mins before 20g SN in 100ml water First off, SN is disgusting...
IDK IF I linked this one or not. She was out for at least 5 hours before paramedics got to her which is a lot for the sn method
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carnivalforone
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- Sep 29, 2023
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have a friend who took 1.5g without an antiemitic he just had the worst stomach a destroyed throat and worst hangover for 2 days
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What does destroyed throat even mean in this context?
We need more details than that as well
1. Did he fast and if yes, for how long considering he didn't have AEs
2. Did he test the sn prior to use of it etc...
Something about this already doesn't add up, your friend, after ingesting that much within the range of what has been lethal before couldn't have just recovered with just the worst stomach ache ever and the worst hangover after 2 days. The very least they would've needed was a visit to ER given how lethal that dose can be. No one just recovers from something that causes Methomoglobinemia, which inhibits the transport of oxygen, and a dose that is much higher than what is the minimum lethal dose without at least needing medical attention, this is in consideration for what sn has done to people who've accidentally ingested it, not intentionally to ctb which often needs immediate medical attention, early and possibly repeated doses of methleyne blue.
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See that's what I don't get. Either people are lying, not telling the details or everyone is so different that every sn experience affects everyone differently. People die from 2g and yet some claim to get away with a stomach ache without medical intervention. Idk
That's why it's pretty crucial to get more details here. Maybe their friend vomited enough of it out immediately after ingestion due to the absence of AEs. I doubt it's as cut and dry as everyone is different because 15g is really deadly and has certainly been fatal in many cases, there are doses that should end a majority of people despite differences in weight, health, etc...
If not then that person has a factor we haven't accounted for such as having the enzyme that can convert Methomoglobinemia back into Hemoglobin but because sn is rapid, I'm not sure that could be reverted back into hemoglobin fast enough. This is also considering that sn causes vasilodation and hypotension. From what I've learnt about sn over the months I've been here and even before, it's something really deadly which was enough to cause medical articles to be published in order for other medical professionals to be aware of this method, how it works and how to treat it, it's not something minor.
It's really difficult for me to take any claims of people taking such amounts without any significant medical intervention seriously when SN is nothing to play with and it's something really, really dangerous and will more than likely cause death more times than not. A great majority of the failed experiences come from user error or outside intervention.
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Super good info this. But at the same time, just out of curiosity. How come all of these that failed there attempt and sharing their story, seem to write that their feeling OK a few days/weeks later?
Most people who recover from SN overdose recover fully. Let's remember that it kills via oxygen deprivation though, so it's unlikely that damage is zero if the person is rescued late on.
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But when is to late? Seems like it has to very small margins from alive ok to lights out completely.
Yes agree. Too late seems to vary by individual: there have been cases in the scientific literature where people have survived 100g+ SN overdoses, whilst there are others who die from a few grams!
Too late means they are close to death or already dead. Usually, when cases reach levels of severity with sn, cardiac arrest happens and it's usually death from this point since treating Methomoglobinemia-induced cardiac arrest is rather difficult. I'd say the margins are rather tight and that depends how fast you are found and how long they can keep you from deteriorating further to the point where even doses of Methelyne Blue do nothing and that's if they have Methelyne blue available to treat at that hospital and if they know how much sn they took. To keep it simple, the further your symptoms progress without medical intervention, the slimmer your chances of survival under any circumstances.
carnivalforone
Experienced
- Sep 29, 2023
- 244
he did not fast and at the time that was his test
Ok yeah, no offense to your friend but that is highly irresponsible on his part to risk his health like that with a test of an amount that could've killed him. This is why sn isn't something to "test" like this or half-heartedly commit to, thinking that mistakes made may not come back to haunt you. I can see why his throat was "destroyed" because he probably spent hrs vomiting whatever he ate before he took sn.
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Idk it's amusing to me almost to think. That this poison seems to kill you relatively peaceful. And if you are unlucky and get found, and survive. You are fine!
Yeah, not really up for having this conversation for the 100th time.
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