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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
Again, I'm just so broken! I threw my life away several years ago. I was living the dream until I ruined my relationship of 10 yrs, spent 6 figures, lost a business, etc, etc, etc. Now I merely exist.
I work to pay debt and bills. If I'm not working, I'm laying around in misery wishing I didn't exist. The thoughts that go thru my mind are dark and sometimes unthinkable. I don't deserve oxygen or space but I have no guts.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,838
Not exactly the same but I can relate to it in some ways! What's your method, any actual / urgent plans? Such a life sucks and is so tiring. I hope you can find peace the one or the other way!
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
Not exactly the same but I can relate to it in some ways! What's your method, any actual / urgent plans? Such a life sucks and is so tiring. I hope you can find peace the one or the other way!
N or fentanyl would be my preferred but hard to access. SN possibility. Have handguns. Also, have tons of insulin. I just don't think I can do it
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,666
It must be really dreadful being trapped in that situation but anyway best wishes, I find it so cruel how methods like Nembutal aren't available, I believe we deserve the option of permanently escaping from all the suffering in peace.
 

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