How suicidal do you consider yourself at the moment as a percentage?

[Aether333]

It goes between 55% and 80% with a steady 75% daily. The 55% range has now become more fleeting than steady as it used to be. 80% is at it's worse for the time being.

 

[beyondeternal]

From 35% to 60%, I think. Depends on my current mood, which changes extremely quickly.

 

[SteamaHorns]

At best, 40% where I feel like I might want to live for a bit longer due to the rare positive things that happen time to time. At worst, I'd scale it to about 80% due to having a mostly undampened SI.

 

[freakshow]

ive been 100% suicidal for a long time, i have no attachtment to life, i just dont have a reliable/peaceful method and my still live with parents and im rarely left alone

 

[GuessWhosBack]

Near certain. I have very carefully evaluated my past, present and likely futures, and due to certain reasons, I know that my futures are only going to get progressively harder to bear. Partly due to chronic illness, partly due to other circumstances.

I am waiting until February for logistic reasons. Things could change by then, for the better or worse.

 

[Wolf-Alice]

Below 50% we can consider it passive ideation for convenience, in theory with 0% you are pro-life while with 100% you are practically about to do it so evaluate the answers carefully.

I think I oscillate between 40% and 80%, some time ago I would even say 90%, having managed to overcome the SI one night I could even say 100% but only that evening.

50%, unlikely to commit

 

[SoulWhisperer]

60-65% I'd say. If I think about how I feel most of the time although it quickly sparkles to 70-80 whenever I get harassed due to how much I'm tired of people...

 

[livingcy]

75-90% I guess.. no IMMEDIATE plan in place but one small thing happens and I might just be dead

 

[Defenestration]

In september i hope 90/100

 

[Blackoutchange]

Below 50% we can consider it passive ideation for convenience, in theory with 0% you are pro-life while with 100% you are practically about to do it so evaluate the answers carefully.

I think I oscillate between 40% and 80%, some time ago I would even say 90%, having managed to overcome the SI one night I could even say 100% but only that evening.

Maybe like 78%? I am very on the edge and there is a high risk of me hurting myself

 

[Username1359751]

Well I had to rate it on a scale of 1-5 with therapist today. I said 3 and didn't mention my packet of sn.

85-98% - don't have my stuff ready or finalized. That takes time. Plus, sn is my preferred nethod.

**I meant NOT my preferred method**
Prefer gun. Financial issue.

 

[Timothy7dff]

90+%. Got a plan in place. Just want to be make sure I'm successful. No more failed attempts for me.

 

[Uninfluential_Karma]

It's shifted from 75% to 100% off and on some days. I think the average stays around 90% for these past two weeks. Starting tomorrow I'm giving myself a 3 day timeframe to CTB. Strangely it's gotten better since getting closer and I don't know if it's relief and/or anxiety. I'm going to wait when I feel completely ready or determined and just get it over with.

 

[Yonlux]

Below 50% we can consider it passive ideation for convenience, in theory with 0% you are pro-life while with 100% you are practically about to do it so evaluate the answers carefully.

I think I oscillate between 40% and 80%, some time ago I would even say 90%, having managed to overcome the SI one night I could even say 100% but only that evening.

When my parents abuse me becomes 90%, but usually is 70%

 

[sugarb]

Below 50% we can consider it passive ideation for convenience, in theory with 0% you are pro-life while with 100% you are practically about to do it so evaluate the answers carefully.

I think I oscillate between 40% and 80%, some time ago I would even say 90%, having managed to overcome the SI one night I could even say 100% but only that evening.

I'd say 20%. I wanna finish this movie :p

 

[yvesapple]

80%

 

[Felodese]

Maybe 70%

 

[brokeandbroken]

90%.

 

[lovedread]

3%

 

[Abyssal]

80% I feel like I'm given little choice. I have the option but I'm so scared.

 

[noname27]

about a 90%, my mind is hellbent on doing it, just waiting for the right place and time

 

[outrider567]

Always at least 90%

 

[notahappygirl]

90%

 

[VoidedExistence]

100% for the last four years

 

[untothedepths]

90%. my methods just suck. high failure, loads of pain. hanging, cutting, ingesting cleaners or poisons, and burning. yeah so, accessibility is a really big issue for me,

 

[dc10]

Around 90%, I'm desperate to CTB

 

[Gl1tch3d G1rl]

100% I fantasize about strangling myself to death nonstop. Dying is the only thing I want more than anything right now. It usually varies between 20%-100% because moodswings and shit...

 

[darkandtwisty]

I'm passively suicidal and have been for about a month. I guess I would put myself at 20%.

 

[Hunter2005]

80%

 

[qualityOV3Rquantity]

Based on your metric, I'd say I'm around 70%.