ritsulover

ritsulover

Member
Apr 5, 2020
46
It depends. I think I went like years without crying before, no tears or anything. Then sometimes, specifically this year, I get in these moods where days pass and i'm in constant tears. Like I wake up and I just cry, then that's my day. During those times I love being in the shower and just crying for not sure how long, sometimes an hour. Maybe it's related to my recent drug use and before I was completely sober.
 
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Nature_is_God

Nature_is_God

The cause of suffering is the desire to exist
Jul 27, 2020
150
Almost every night
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i used to be a major crybaby, but now i only cry every month or two. last time i cried was june, i think.
 
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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
247
I don't cry anymore. I got a heart of stone, cold as ice!
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
A lot. Prolongued crying spells that last up to several hours and continue intermittently for days, end up in panic attacks and an intense feeling of fear of my own self. I guess it's inevitable: at some point I will have a psychosis and be put in the psychiatric ward. I am so very afraid of what the future holds for me.
 
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dieornottodie

Student
Aug 15, 2020
131
one year paroxitine intake took crying every night from me, after years i regained the ability to cry again but very very very rarely usually just wet eyes
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
Yup me too verge of tears all the time. I have cried every day for weeks now.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,565
I have recently cried a few times when I was arguing or trying to defend myself verbally
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
Haven't cried in years. And that's not a good thing.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
I've spent the last 2 hours crying.
 
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Leech

Leech

ɴᴏᴡ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟy ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʀᴇᴀʟ
Aug 8, 2020
205
I feel like I'm at a point where I've cried so much that I just can't anymore. I usually have to force myself to cry for certain social situations.

Lately, however, there's been a lot of loss and turmoil in my life so I've definitely been crying a lot more.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Very rarely. I'd like to cry, but can't.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
Hardly ever these days. It's been weeks. And yet, here I am bawling like a baby. I think this could be a great night to write some letters...
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I find myself starting with tears while at odd times lately. Driving down the road or whenever I give myself too much time to think. That's why I keep my mind occupied.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
I find myself starting with tears while at odd times lately. Driving down the road or whenever I give myself too much time to think. That's why I keep my mind occupied.
My mind hasn't been occupied (with anything other than ctb) since May. If I have some kind of therapy and have to dig up memories or I listen to the wrong music (James Taylor and Cat Stevens do it to me), I can bawl within two notes haha.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
My mind hasn't been occupied (with anything other than ctb) since May. If I have some kind of therapy and have to dig up memories or I listen to the wrong music (James Taylor and Cat Stevens do it to me), I can bawl within two notes haha.
We're all at different levels and have different triggers for sure. We all wallow in the pain a bit sometimes, it makes you feel something. Sometimes that pain is all you can feel because you're numb to the rest.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
We're all at different levels and have different triggers for sure. We all wallow in the pain a bit sometimes, it makes you feel something. Sometimes that pain is all you can feel because you're numb to the rest.
Wallow. What a great word. That's definitely what I do. I've been nice and numb for weeks, months. One question, "what happened?" and I fall apart. Funny!! So I'm taking advantage and have all of my sad songs on loop and I'm going to write until I'm numb again. I will do anything not to feel. I loathe emotions. I loathe my emotions. The only way to get rid of them is to cut them off at the source: :nomouth:

Sorry, it's been a long and bad day. I'm in a weird headspace. Ignore what I'm spewing, please!!!
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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pennylanefinaltake

Member
Aug 7, 2020
28
I rarely do. I did last night as I went to bed as I had to leave someone.
 
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BehindTheWall

BehindTheWall

May 21th 2020
Aug 26, 2020
132
I don't cry anymore and never cried that much.
Last time I cried it was at the funeral of my bestfriend, three months ago.
What a painful day, my heart is broken ever since but my body refuse to cry anymore.

It was his decision but still, what a loss.
 
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PlaceCalledHome

Member
Apr 20, 2020
28
Every day, usually like 3-4 times per day.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
I don't cry. I have no more tears. I've cried them all.
 
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SnowWhite

SnowWhite

Semi-Professional Disappointment
Jan 16, 2020
150
Most of the time I'm able to hold back the floodgates, especially if I'm in public. I'd probably say 7-9 times a month as a guess.
 
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leiche

leiche

i need a cigarette
Aug 19, 2020
196
i cried only 6-7 times in my whole life so.... let's say once a year
 
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LetsGosam

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Aug 28, 2020
23
A good cry is really necessary for me pretty often.
 
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Failedboy

Failedboy

Member
Aug 29, 2020
27
I do very often - every night
 
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blackballoon

blackballoon

Member
Feb 14, 2020
6
Almost every day. But it just makes me feel (and definitely look) worse, so I try to stifle it as much as I can but my mind wanders and I start thinking, and thinking leads to crying.
 
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Valon

Valon

Member
Sep 14, 2020
70
Not very often anymore. I used to cry a lot as a teenager and had an extreme temper, but I feel like I've mellowed out over the years.
 
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BipolarGuy

BipolarGuy

Enlightened
Aug 6, 2020
1,456
This week alone I've probably cried 10 times which is more than usual, but I also feel like I'm on the verge of crying or atleast tearing up at anytime. How bout you? Does it help you at all?
I like your name, the writing under your name, and the fact that you've posted 12,159 posts, since the first few digits of pi are 3.14159 so the '159' in the number of posts you've made appears in the first 5 decimal points of pi in that order.
Pi being relevant to circles.

I'll get my coat.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
I'm no longer capable of doing such a thing, even if I wanted to.
 
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