issyishere
Goodnight and always remember that’s life
- Nov 5, 2019
- 441
For me, I wake up with a sense of dread knowing I have to deal with day and myself. What about you guys?
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Good4Nothing
Unlovable
- May 8, 2020
- 1,865
Time to make the donuts...
it'sokaytowishtodie
Member
- Dec 1, 2020
- 6
I mostly just hope I can fall asleep again.
Nacht
Rabbits on the Moon
- Dec 3, 2020
- 1,565
"Get up and get this over with, the sooner you're done with this the faster you can return to your dreams, your only refuge".
I usually feel very tired when I wake up.
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
minecraft zombie
- Nov 23, 2020
- 1,297
In pain, usually starts in my fingers and works it's way down. Love neuropathy. Always sick and nauseous too.
shijsrzh
Deluded Moron
- Dec 2, 2020
- 99
I get up and jump with joy :). No, seriously. I wake up and am so depressed that I can't move for half an hour. Anyone else get the "depression paralysis"?
Usually, in moment that you still have your eyes closed but are starting to wake up, is when you realize how bad it is.
I feel like "Oh, still alive I guess..."
shijsrzh
Deluded Moron
- Dec 2, 2020
- 99
Exactly, couldn't have put that better myself.
MindFog
The fire has gone out for good.
- Nov 19, 2020
- 623
Disappointed, cause I didnt die in my sleep.
fixitinpost
Arriving Somewhere But Not Here
- Oct 20, 2020
- 161
Every morning I wake with thoughts of my ex-domestic partner and the guy she left me for, like I have for the past five months. It's not great. Usually I cry or feel this intense anger directed at myself. You know, the kind that feels like your innards are burning. But I can't get up. So I just lie there, sometimes composing the umpteenth goodbye note before everything finally subsides and I can try go about my day.
Eatyourveggies12
Member
- Nov 17, 2020
- 9
Arrow
Rewrite
- May 1, 2020
- 750
i know that feel! i also feel intense dread and fear when i wake up, a really heavy feeling in my chest. i wonder how many more mornings i’ll be able to carry on?
awfullife
Arcanist
- Nov 16, 2019
- 435
Mondays are the worst...drag myself to shower for only bathing for the week. ctb Thoughts omnipresent during shower. Then drive to work realizing how worthless and insignificant I am.
shijsrzh
Deluded Moron
- Dec 2, 2020
- 99
I feel exactly the same. Sometimes it feels like I could get a heart attack any time soon. And I wonder wonder how much longer my body can handle that stress (from the anxiety). Would be nice though (heart attack). I wouldn't have to kill myself then.
I wake up with fear, too. As soon as I awake, my heart starts pounding with fear.
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nowhere
- Sep 12, 2020
- 900
Like trapped in a dream, as always.
ineverlearn
Member
- Dec 1, 2020
- 52
Man, I resonate with most of the comments so far. The dread, paralysis (can last hours on end), hoping to fall back asleep, the weight on my chest... That split second of uncertainty of whether my dreams are the reality and my life is just the nightmare. Then realizing that the nightmare is still the reality.
I understand so deeply...
I understand so deeply...
Disappointed because the angel of death didn't pick me up last night. Not that I've done anything to invite them, but hey, one can dream.
Swimbike
Member
- Sep 14, 2020
- 15
Cant Maintain
Garbage Fire
- Aug 21, 2020
- 147
Donk
Useless since day 1
- Jan 3, 2020
- 1,121
Same. Every morning when i get up - or rather the afternoon, because my internal clock is pretty fucked up now - i'm asking myself why i'm still alive. I dont work anymore due to the mandatory muzzle wearing at my work place and also because most of my coworkers are docile normies and NPCs anyways .
NekoNomNom
There is no right to heal the wrong
- May 3, 2020
- 253
rabbithole
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- Oct 26, 2020
- 271
justanotherstar
Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
- Nov 23, 2020
- 343
Ahh fuck...
yeah I dont get much further than that. I have the displeasure of suffering from chronic insomnia so an average night doesn’t entail more than 90 minutes sleep, sometimes less and sometimes none. It’s like for every day that everyone else has to live, I have to live two, it’s exhausting, and unfair and it makes Waking up feel like I’m being tortured by the gods.
I definitely relate to a lot of what people have said here
yeah I dont get much further than that. I have the displeasure of suffering from chronic insomnia so an average night doesn’t entail more than 90 minutes sleep, sometimes less and sometimes none. It’s like for every day that everyone else has to live, I have to live two, it’s exhausting, and unfair and it makes Waking up feel like I’m being tortured by the gods.
I definitely relate to a lot of what people have said here
MrBlue
Arcanist
- Jul 1, 2020
- 416
Disappointed my dreams have ended and I'm not dead. Though I don't actually have a reason to get up atm so tend to fuck it and fall right back to sleep again.
newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,550
*hits SNOOZE for another 9 minutes*