Discussion How do you feel the moment you wake up?

[issyishere]

For me, I wake up with a sense of dread knowing I have to deal with day and myself. What about you guys?

 

[Good4Nothing]

Time to make the donuts...

 

[it'sokaytowishtodie]

I mostly just hope I can fall asleep again.

 

[Murasa]

"Get up and get this over with, the sooner you're done with this the faster you can return to your dreams, your only refuge".

 

[RepressedMind]

I usually feel very tired when I wake up.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

In pain, usually starts in my fingers and works it's way down. Love neuropathy. Always sick and nauseous too.

 

[shijsrzh]

I get up and jump with joy :). No, seriously. I wake up and am so depressed that I can't move for half an hour. Anyone else get the "depression paralysis"?

 

[mikenoir]

Usually, in moment that you still have your eyes closed but are starting to wake up, is when you realize how bad it is.

 

[WornOutLife]

I feel like "Oh, still alive I guess..."

 

[shijsrzh]

Usually, in moment that you still have your eyes closed but are starting to wake up, is when you realize how bad it is.

Exactly, couldn't have put that better myself.

 

[MindFog]

Disappointed, cause I didnt die in my sleep.

 

[fixitinpost]

Every morning I wake with thoughts of my ex-domestic partner and the guy she left me for, like I have for the past five months. It's not great. Usually I cry or feel this intense anger directed at myself. You know, the kind that feels like your innards are burning. But I can't get up. So I just lie there, sometimes composing the umpteenth goodbye note before everything finally subsides and I can try go about my day.

 

[Heart Shards]

Sad that I did.

 

[Eatyourveggies12]

Existential dread plus suicidal.

 

[Arrow]

I get up and jump with joy :). No, seriously. I wake up and am so depressed that I can't move for half an hour. Anyone else get the "depression paralysis"?

i know that feel! i also feel intense dread and fear when i wake up, a really heavy feeling in my chest. i wonder how many more mornings i'll be able to carry on?

 

[awfullife]

Mondays are the worst...drag myself to shower for only bathing for the week. ctb Thoughts omnipresent during shower. Then drive to work realizing how worthless and insignificant I am.

 

[shijsrzh]

i know that feel! i also feel intense dread and fear when i wake up, a really heavy feeling in my chest. i wonder how many more mornings i'll be able to carry on?

I feel exactly the same. Sometimes it feels like I could get a heart attack any time soon. And I wonder wonder how much longer my body can handle that stress (from the anxiety). Would be nice though (heart attack). I wouldn't have to kill myself then.
I wake up with fear, too. As soon as I awake, my heart starts pounding with fear.

 

[http-410]

Like trapped in a dream, as always.

 

[ineverlearn]

Man, I resonate with most of the comments so far. The dread, paralysis (can last hours on end), hoping to fall back asleep, the weight on my chest... That split second of uncertainty of whether my dreams are the reality and my life is just the nightmare. Then realizing that the nightmare is still the reality.

Every morning I wake with thoughts of my ex-domestic partner and the guy she left me for, like I have for the past five months. It's not great. Usually I cry or feel this intense anger directed at myself. You know, the kind that feels like your innards are burning. But I can't get up. So I just lie there, sometimes composing the umpteenth goodbye note before everything finally subsides and I can try go about my day.

I understand so deeply...

 

[umbrellaphone]

Disappointed because the angel of death didn't pick me up last night. Not that I've done anything to invite them, but hey, one can dream.

 

[Swimbike]

Empty.

 

[Cant Maintain]

"Fuck" then smoke about it

 

[Donk]

here we go again

 

[enter.the.void]

For me, I wake up with a sende of dread knowing I have to deal with day and myself. What about you guys?

Same. Every morning when i get up - or rather the afternoon, because my internal clock is pretty fucked up now - i'm asking myself why i'm still alive. I dont work anymore due to the mandatory muzzle wearing at my work place and also because most of my coworkers are docile normies and NPCs anyways .

 

[St. Jimmy]

 

[rabbithole]

Full of true dread.

 

[justanotherstar]

Ahh fuck...

yeah I dont get much further than that. I have the displeasure of suffering from chronic insomnia so an average night doesn't entail more than 90 minutes sleep, sometimes less and sometimes none. It's like for every day that everyone else has to live, I have to live two, it's exhausting, and unfair and it makes Waking up feel like I'm being tortured by the gods.
I definitely relate to a lot of what people have said here

 

[MrBlue]

Disappointed my dreams have ended and I'm not dead. Though I don't actually have a reason to get up atm so tend to fuck it and fall right back to sleep again.

 

[newave3]

Why why why
I can't face another day

 

[Symbiote]

*hits SNOOZE for another 9 minutes*