Depressed

[endlessmelancholy]

I know most of the ss users are depressed. How do you deal with just waking up and feeling very sad for no reason? Also have you guys felt so useless that even when you want to help someone you can't or you end up hurting them??

 

[LastNite]

I sleep or play video games. I dont like to think about how miserable my life is. I stay up late listening to music and sleep to music. Pretty much a cycle of non-productivity.

 

[whatishope]

I try to find and do things that make me happy, besides the monotony of daily life (eat sleep work etc). Even if just a little bit. Now, I feel a bit better because finally, the weather outside is nice and sunny and I can take a walk in the sun.

 

[Amile]

i just listen to music or browse random things, sometimes i read but mostly i only lie down and listen to music.

 

[usernamesarehard]

I just go though the motions. Wake up, take a shower, go to work, go home, go to sleep. Occasionally go to the store or bank.

I've felt this way for so long that it doesn't bother me that I'm sad for no reason. I guess it also helps that I wake up fine and then throughout the day slowly deteriorate. So I can't really focus on how I feel because I have to focus on work.

 

[thereisnoneed]

I know most of the ss users are depressed. How do you deal with just waking up and feeling very sad for no reason? Also have you guys felt so useless that even when you want to help someone you can't or you end up hurting them??

I endure and fantasize about ending it when i have the resources to do it (if ever)