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Ash

Ash

Enlightened
Oct 4, 2021
1,446
All over the place
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,139
So happy I got to hang out with some old friends today. I used to hang out with some of these guys all the time and we'd play so much Smash Bros but today we did all that and also got to have fun playing Magic the Gathering and even Darts and Billiards at a nearby bar. I'm also a bit conflicted that this is some of the best life has to offer and yet it's not enough to make a living out of. I wish it really was easy to just find a way to monetize hanging out with good friends everyday. Surely that's the case for some people but not many.
 
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lost_ange2211

lost_ange2211

An angel who wants to go home..
May 29, 2024
145
Tired, fatigue, empty..
 
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Ash

Ash

Enlightened
Oct 4, 2021
1,446
Powerful in what I know is a fucked up way from self harm. Also very alone.
 
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cait_sith

cait_sith

Brain rotted, often missing word
Apr 8, 2024
110
Today is especially bad. I think that every day.
 
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Ash

Ash

Enlightened
Oct 4, 2021
1,446
Just don't care anymore
 
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MarkSmith73

Student
Apr 14, 2024
110
Better than earlier. Relaxed listening to music. Temazepam kicking in going to eat a nice big dinner and maybe fall asleep at the table again.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Paragon
Nov 13, 2021
947
Insanely stressed.
 
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Ash

Ash

Enlightened
Oct 4, 2021
1,446
Like a very prickly hedgehog... But not as cute.
 
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lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
184
embarrassed
 
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terra.nuvo

terra.nuvo

Student
Feb 15, 2024
175
Like a failure and like my life will never amount to anything. I'm so stuck in the sadness right now that I don't know what to do. Everyones advice to me at this point is to just pretend to be happy essentially and I don't know how to do that. I've been in this state for so long that I don't even know what happiness looks like. I wish I could just disappear. I wish I was never even born.
 
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bieatmania

bieatmania

早く殺してくれ。
Dec 22, 2023
49
I fucked up relationship again, I do realize that I am fucked up and I will never be a normal person even if I wanted to. I just couldn't act their way, and they all see me as bipolar manic autist and avoid me.
but hopefully I can live the way I want to, people wouldn't like it if they knew, but it's the only way I can go.
 
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leaftomb

leaftomb

let's live fast and die young
Jun 15, 2024
51
Mainly just very tired. It's 6:49 over here, and I haven't closed my eyes all night. Sleeping doesn't do much for me anymore, I could sleep as long as humanly possible and I'd still wake up nauseous and exhausted like everyday. I just WISH I can get some actual rest sometime soon, it's been so long
 
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vak

vak

🏅🇨🇿
Feb 13, 2024
238
 
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SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

she longs for freedom
Oct 6, 2023
49
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NullSz00

NullSz00

Full-Swing Sayonara
Feb 22, 2024
197
Like I'm in hell itself.
 
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Qua

Qua

there's no turning back now
Apr 30, 2023
67
Calming meds are making me feel nothing currently. I'm after a breakdown, planning to stay awake all night to physically exhaust myself to the maximum
 
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Ash

Ash

Enlightened
Oct 4, 2021
1,446
Heartburn/ulcer is 🔥🔥🔥
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"Life's a mirror, but 'whose' mirror?"
Mar 23, 2023
749
"When you are doing well, but then you remember/realize you screw up something in the past that still impacts your life..."
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Paragon
Nov 13, 2021
947
Nervous/stressed, especially for work tomorrow since the heat index might rise into the 100s and I work outdoors, so this will be a rough weekend for me, followed by a grueling 4th of July week :/
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,758
I'm drowning in a tsunami of tasks at work. But drowning is never my method, so I have no option but swimming.
 
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lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
184
i rlly rlly wanna die
 
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Somelucknojoy

Somelucknojoy

New Member
Jun 20, 2024
4
Bored out of my mind. The more time passes, the more I realize I have nothing in common with the people around me.
 
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Ash

Ash

Enlightened
Oct 4, 2021
1,446
Headache. Tired. Just realised it's Saturday which means it's my friends' child's funeral today. Fuck.
 
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NeedAnEscape

NeedAnEscape

awaiting the end
Oct 16, 2023
250
I got my heart shattered into a million pieces.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Paragon
Nov 13, 2021
947
Shitty. So much on my plate and work has been rough. At least I'm leaving the place in ~3 weeks
 
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RollingGiant

RollingGiant

stay cool
Jan 25, 2024
29
Real fucking bad, and after like a month of doing okay
 
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Ash

Ash

Enlightened
Oct 4, 2021
1,446
Binged last night so unsurprisingly terrible stomach ache this morning coupled with 🔥 from heartburn/ulcer.
 

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