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purepuresister27

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Aug 6, 2026
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The main reason I want to kill myself is that I feel so stupid. It seems really dumb but it's just causing the problems I'm dealing with right now, like with me failing what is supposed to be basic Math subjects. It makes me feel like I'm not qualified to take the course I'm doing, but I also can't see myself doing other courses since they seem too difficult, or won't help with a job in the future.

Anyway, that's it. I just want to know how to stop feeling that all the time, because I really do want to live for my loved ones but it's just so hard not to constantly think about that.
 
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sobeit0

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Sep 2, 2026
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I've felt the same most of my life. It might help to hammer in that hating yourself over this isn't really solving anything or contributing to the cause of becoming smarter. There are a lot of resources for math specifically. If you are taking advantage of that to the best of your ability and are studying, then there really is no reason to hate yourself for it. Some people are going to be smarter, yeah, but you have to keep at it anyway otherwise you will never improve. Eventually the feeling won't be as bad. If you are doing your best, then you are doing your best. That's all you can really ask of yourself.
 
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Aug 22, 2025
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Sorry for your pain 🫂

The majority of humans are probably as stupid or even stuoider than you.

Youre probably average Im guessing. If you are average, realize that thats normal (nithing wrong with beimg average) and that thrre are A LOOOT of narcissists out there that are a trillion times stiupider than you . Many of those narcissists have 'Dunning-Krueger'ed themselves to the point that they dont or no longer realize how stupid they are ...So theyll probably only get stupider lol

Best of wishes though 🫂
 
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stupid trans guy

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Sep 5, 2026
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The main reason I want to kill myself is that I feel so stupid. It seems really dumb but it's just causing the problems I'm dealing with right now, like with me failing what is supposed to be basic Math subjects. It makes me feel like I'm not qualified to take the course I'm doing, but I also can't see myself doing other courses since they seem too difficult, or won't help with a job in the future.

Anyway, that's it. I just want to know how to stop feeling that all the time, because I really do want to live for my loved ones but it's just so hard not to constantly think about that.
I don't believe that being stupid in school or jobs makes u dumb, but life choices, and how you go about life (for example people who drink and drive)
 

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