fleetingnight
incapable of shutting up
- May 2, 2024
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Pain. Whole body hurts. Have to wait a bit longer before taking edibles for it. I'm supposed to do some cleaning now, but I guess maybe I need to lay down for a bit instead
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I watched the movie Barfly and in it the main character said that it is easier to trust people than not. Easier to think that people that you meet on the street are goodhearted and not ill-willed. My thoughts may be bad ( and are) but then I remind myself of the fact that people are mostly good. Because there is the Halo effect, that you think that people are watching and judging you but theyre really not. When you realize that people really are'nt thinking about you, you get rid of the rollercoaster. That's the thinking that gets me through most of the days but sometimes I forget.In a different thread I said I was always second guessing myself and other people. Have decided it's easier to just not trust anyone. Finally understand why people take this position. The constant rollercoaster is exhausting and overwhelming and I hate myself for wanting to keep riding it even though I know what's coming.
Annoyingly, I think I've also said something vaguely similar on a different thread.I watched the movie Barfly and in it the main character said that it is easier to trust people than not. Easier to think that people that you meet on the street are goodhearted and not ill-willed. My thoughts may be bad ( and are) but then I remind myself of the fact that people are mostly good. Because there is the Halo effect, that you think that people are watching and judging you but theyre really not. When you realize that people really are'nt thinking about you, you get rid of the rollercoaster. That's the thinking that gets me through most of the days but sometimes I forget.
I'm new on this site and found out that there are people with the same problematic thinking that I've suffered through for the last 12 years. Dont feel so alone. And when you put it out there, it does'nt make sense at first, but then it does.Annoyingly, I think I've also said something vaguely similar on a different thread.
Appointment went much better than expected.Tired. Headache. Anxious about an appointment this morning. Relieved that the dog was not ill in the night after what she ate yesterday.