
Ash
What dreams may come?
- Oct 4, 2021
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*high five*Defeated, upset, isolated, irritated, let down, dismissed, heightened, done!
Similar. Except 8-9 months passed long ago.Like every morning. Anxious, depressed. Thinking about stuff and worrying about small things. I wish I knew when this depression was over. It's been 8-9 months now.
I wish I could go into a forest and scream so much that death alone can console me. I wish I could jump off Beachy Head that by the time I hit the waters, the waters will offer my dead body solace and cradle me like a mother would cradle a new born with pure love and affection. I wish I could sit on top of the mountain looking out to the sea and die of an overdose - with just peace, quiet and Mother Nature taking me away from everything.