I wish I would just get better

[3/4Dead]

Title fr. I've just been struggling lately, and I wish things would just get better already. It's almost a year to date of my missed CTB date and I'm feeling miserable. I just wish the feeling would stop. I want so badly to retreat to my old habits and just cut everyone off and disappear but I don't think I could pull that off honestly. I've got the LSAT coming up and I'm horrified. So that isn't helpful...

So dysphoric lately too. hysto coming up but its still so overwhelming. Don't really know what to do anymore.

 

[NZkiwi]

I've got the LSAT coming up and I'm horrified. So that isn't helpful

LSATS? you a law student
Uni assessments always made my mental health worse

How are you during summer break?

 

[3/4Dead]

LSATS? you a law student
Uni assessments always made my mental health worse

How are you during summer break?

Yeah - everything about my future lowkey rides on this test so I'm kind of obsessing about it. Trying not to but that is not working lol.

I'm a really intense student so I usually struggle with not having much to do during the summer. I took accelerated summer classes for the first half of the summer, and for the second half of the summer i've just burried myself in the LSAT. If i don't perform well on this test who knows what I'll do instead lol. This summer I've been just feeling the anxiety about the test but otherwise i've mostly been okay