Story Heroism

[Major Tom]

Did 1000 mcg lsd, had a psychotic seizure, was traped inside my head and feared i was still the baby in coma in the icu, dreaming reality, everytime i tried to escape my brain found the vortex me typing "kfnfjrkdkfkdk". Had to resist ego death and reality desolving.
I saw past dimensions and fused with god. Any regular death is cleaner. But i grasped and hold on to the concept of reality and me, surviving still being me and not a permanent ward case. Dont try it i got a brain mutation cus of infant tbi coming out gifted being the icu wonder on my first birthday after 2 month of coma and near death, adhd, ocd, cptsd, borderline, bipolar and very likely shizophrenia cus of my family bloodline.

 

[soon4good]

1000 mcg is a pretty damn insane amount of acid to take, did you have it tested or just tabs sold as whatever mcg eadh?

Also just in general as a warning, no one should ever do this while tripping hard: "Had to resist ego death and reality desolving." You need to know how to let go and surrender to the experience no matter what.

 

[Major Tom]

1000 mcg is a pretty damn insane amount of acid to take, did you have it tested or just tabs sold as whatever mcg eadh?

Also just in general as a warning, no one should ever do this while tripping hard: "Had to resist ego death and reality desolving." You need to know how to let go and surrender to the experience no matter what.

It did matter i trancedet reality and fused with god know my core trauma cus i relived it unlocking it. And if i would have let go my psyche would be gone being a permanent ward mute.