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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
350
Honestly guys there's no way it's going to happen though. I think OP was just looking for some solace in the idea of not having to ctb alone since it's terrifying.
Yes I'm sorry I don't mean to be calling more attention to this by posting, my apologies everyone. Good luck whoever can resource this and have a peaceful exit
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
1,733
If you had physical or mental ilnesses which made your life a living nightmare, or not necessarily these problems but any type of difficulties in life that made you want to die then I'm curious if you would still think like this? I see that you defend the governments and think what they're doing is right, I don't know if you're a pro lifer or not. But if you couldn't take this life anymore, if you wanted to be free of suffering and if there was a chance someone could help you die in a more peaceful way then you wouldn't think like that. Even if it's illegal that doesn't mean that people or the police could find out. Helping someone die so that they're free of suffering isn't killing someone, it's setting them free. The real crime is what the governments and the rest of society do, forcing people to stay alive even when they don't want to anymore and can't take more of this life
I've been on this site for years. I nearly died from SN. I have 3 serious attempts under my belt. I've been suicidal for over a decade. I've been microoverdosing on pain killers for weeks now as a form of self harm. I ran out of treatment options years ago for how fucked my head is. You don't have to tell me how fucked the world is or what it's like to not want to suffer anymore. I would give anything to be dead right now. I'm not a "pro-lifer". I'm using logic. I don't love the government. They're fucked in so many ways. But my feelings and opinions on things do not change the law. You can be angry about it all you want. I can wish every second of every day that I could get medically assisted suicide for my incurable mental illness, but that doesn't change the fact that I can't. Just because you want something to happen doesn't mean it can. That's called life. And killing people, whether you believe it's right or not, is illegal. And with modern forensic technology you are almost guaranteed to get caught and prosecuted because it's illegal. To take your own life is your own right. To take another persons life is illegal.
 
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Dark-Knight

Student
Feb 18, 2023
137
I've been on this site for years. I nearly died from SN. I have 3 serious attempts under my belt. I've been suicidal for over a decade. I've been microoverdosing on pain killers for weeks now as a form of self harm. I ran out of treatment options years ago for how fucked my head is. You don't have to tell me how fucked the world is or what it's like to not want to suffer anymore. I would give anything to be dead right now. I'm not a "pro-lifer". I'm using logic. I don't love the government. They're fucked in so many ways. But my feelings and opinions on things do not change the law. You can be angry about it all you want. I can wish every second of every day that I could get medically assisted suicide for my incurable mental illness, but that doesn't change the fact that I can't. Just because you want something to happen doesn't mean it can. That's called life. And killing people, whether you believe it's right or not, is illegal. And with modern forensic technology you are almost guaranteed to get caught and prosecuted because it's illegal. To take your own life is your own right. To take another persons life is illegal.
That's what you think, but it's possible and it can happen without others finding out about it. You only think like that because you're too afraid of the law not because you care about what's right or wrong. And what's right and wrong isn't something so simple, life and circumstances are more complex than that. If someone from your family or a friend for example suffered too much and you could help them have a painless death by giving them let's say fentanyl, would you still care about the law and let them continue to suffer or would you end their suffering and set them free? You shouldn't let what society thinks or what the laws are stop you from that. The forensics or whatever the police do doesn't really matter if they don't find out and I think it could be done without them knowing, no one has to tell them about this. They and the governments don't even really care about people. I don't know if you understand what I'm trying to say. Either way if you wouldn't do that and still think that's killing someone then I don't know what else to say
 
goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
514
That is exactly what this plan would be qualified as. Which is exactly what I am trying to say. Even trying to implement a plan like this will take all of the currently false media reporting and make it fact and this grounds to remove this site and cause members to face legal consequences. A group suicide is a horrible idea for more reasons than I can count. It would be a cult, and it would be illegal, and it would get this entire site shut down.
I mean wouldn't the whole idea be to get N together and go separate ways to "do the act" sorta speak…again not justifying it I completely argee with your stance and what your saying
Honestly guys there's no way it's going to happen though. I think OP was just looking for some solace in the idea of not having to ctb alone since it's terrifying.
and honestly it was more of an experimental idea which given what @willitpass they sorta have a point with it being somewhat drastic even though it's consensual among members
 
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wsx-rt

Member
Apr 17, 2024
77
I see alot of people talking and discussing getting N yet no one seemingly has the courage to go alone,honestly wish i had considered this option much sooner but why not get together an unofficial SS trip to peru (or the other countries i mentioned) to gain the magical and mystical product known as N

Comment down below if interested even if i don't go myself personally could be nice to aid others aleast
I am interested in this information, write in a personal message
 

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