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goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
514
I see alot of people talking and discussing getting N yet no one seemingly has the courage to go alone,honestly wish i had considered this option much sooner but why not get together an unofficial SS trip to peru (or the other countries i mentioned) to gain the magical and mystical product known as N

Comment down below if interested even if i don't go myself personally could be nice to aid others aleast
 
BeyondTheHorizon

BeyondTheHorizon

Member
Nov 14, 2022
14
I see alot of people talking and discussing getting N yet no one seemingly has the courage to go alone,honestly wish i had considered this option much sooner but why not get together an unofficial SS trip to peru (or the other countries i mentioned) to gain the magical and mystical product known as N

Comment down below if interested even if i don't go myself personally could be nice to aid others aleast
Sign me up! The opposite of a quest to the fountain of youth...
 
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Dark-Knight

Student
Feb 18, 2023
137
I would join but I'm not sure if multiple people who go there to buy nembutal would look a bit suspicious, or maybe it wouldn't look suspicious, I don't know. It's not guaranteed that the stores there would agree to sell it but we could try. I'm just worried that if I go there and not get nembutal then the journey would have been for nothing
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
5,736
You'd probably have to be ok with ctb in Peru, or wherever you went, because, I think, it would be a real beeotch to get the N out and back to your home country. Personally, I don't want to die in a foreign country. Plus, the expense of getting your body back to your country if you desire. I understand that it's not an issue for some, though.
 
goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
514
I would join but I'm not sure if multiple people who go there to buy nembutal would look a bit suspicious, or maybe it wouldn't look suspicious, I don't know. It's not guaranteed that the stores there would agree to sell it but we could try. I'm just worried that if I go there and not get nembutal then the journey would have been for nothing
I mean would you be open to taking the risk or aleast considering? I'll add you to the convo if so otherwise I understand
Im planning on going
If you wanna come with want me to invite ya to a group?
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
1,733
People haven't discussed it because that's exactly what the media means by a suicide cult. Also highly dangerous because people on here are not well, you don't know who you'd be encountering.
 
goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
514
People haven't discussed it because that's exactly what the media means by a suicide cult. Also highly dangerous because people on here are not well, you don't know who you'd be encountering.
I mean i guess I can't argue with that,but i suppose thats the case with any partners no? But i acknowledge that the increased number of people increases the odds of that
lol a i got a picture in my head, imagining a group of 10-15 SS users queuing up in the agroveterinarias to buy N.
Just like that scene in futurama of people queiing up for the suicide booth lol

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Also ngl that got a genuine laugh out of me 😂
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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I mean i guess I can't argue with that,but i suppose thats the case with any partners no? But i acknowledge that the increased number of people increases the odds of that
The partners thread has always been highly controversial both morally/ethically as well as legally. It also has the potential to lead to dangerous situations. Members here have met up with people who were very dangerous and obviously not in it for the right reasons. The media has had field days with partner suicides already. Let's not turn into the cult they already believe we are by all getting together in a hotel and drinking the koolaid. Not to mention anyone who survives the ordeal will likely face severe legal consequences.
 
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Ctrl_Alt_DEL

Member
Apr 23, 2024
83
Also ngl that got a genuine laugh out of me 😂
Haha humour is very important in the CTB journey.
i know suicide is a serious issue but if we are somehow able to sometimes laugh of our own situation that would be very helpfull in our journey to CTB.

Also i agree with friend @willitpass .
I mentionted before, this SS comunity is great and most of users here are kind and great. Nonetheless we are all mentally ill and unstable, therefore its totally not reliable to count on other members on such a demanding task suck as a suicide pact/ partnership. Remember, we are all fucked up here, we cant even trust ourselves properly, imagine trusting another suicidal felllow. In other words, there is a high risk that The group trip / excursion could turn into a nightmare.

Unfortunately CTB is a lonely journey.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
350
I would join but I'm not sure if multiple people who go there to buy nembutal would look a bit suspicious, or maybe it wouldn't look suspicious, I don't know. It's not guaranteed that the stores there would agree to sell it but we could try. I'm just worried that if I go there and not get nembutal then the journey would have been for nothing
Maybe find one person that can speak Spanish fluently to purchase it in store instead of everyone going in there at the same time...but one person buying many bottles all at once is going to be suspicious, I would think. A group of tourists with different accents scouting for N, idk I hope it works out.
 
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Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
373
Aw man, if I was seriously determined I might come with you, I'd fly my ass to Peru all the way from Germany just to have a nice vacation week with people equally fucked up as me :)) Genuinely sounds like fun. Beach, alcohol, suicide. What do you need more?
 
goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
514
Aw man, if I was seriously determined I might come with you, I'd fly my ass to Peru all the way from Germany just to have a nice vacation week with people equally fucked up as me :)) Genuinely sounds like fun. Beach, alcohol, suicide. What do you need more?
I mean if your open we got seats on the plane my guy
 
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Dark-Knight

Student
Feb 18, 2023
137
The partners thread has always been highly controversial both morally/ethically as well as legally. It also has the potential to lead to dangerous situations. Members here have met up with people who were very dangerous and obviously not in it for the right reasons. The media has had field days with partner suicides already. Let's not turn into the cult they already believe we are by all getting together in a hotel and drinking the koolaid. Not to mention anyone who survives the ordeal will likely face severe legal consequences.
The partners thing could also work. I don't think there's something wrong morally or ethically with this if people really are serious about wanting to die, just like it shouldn't be anything wrong with people who commit suicide by themselves because it's their right and freedom to do so. There aren't legal problems about this necessarily if people have a plan and know what they're doing. It's true that there might be some dangerous or bad people, who knows maybe even undercover cops but not everyone is like that, there could be trustworthy people too. You don't have to generalise and put everyone on the same category, everyone is different. There could be risks if there isn't a solid plan or if people don't have enough knowledge about the methods they want, but it could also work. It's important that the people involved with this are serious and there should be trust between people. It's not easy to trust someone online, that's also true, so people should be careful because there could be some people with bad intentions, but not everyone is like that
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
1,733
The partners thing could also work. I don't think there's something wrong morally or ethically with this if people really are serious about wanting to die, just like it shouldn't be anything wrong with people who commit suicide by themselves because it's their right and freedom to do so. There aren't legal problems about this necessarily if people have a plan and know what they're doing. It's true that there might be some dangerous or bad people, who knows maybe even undercover cops but not everyone is like that, there could be trustworthy people too. You don't have to generalise and put everyone on the same category, everyone is different. There could be risks if there isn't a solid plan or if people don't have enough knowledge about the methods they want, but it could also work. It's important that the people involved with this are serious and there should be trust between people. It's not easy to trust someone online, that's also true, so people should be careful because there could be some people with bad intentions, but not everyone is like that
There very much is a legal problem with this. There are cases of people being charge with assisting someone's death when one person survives a partner suicide. And while both people may be serious, there are genuine moral concerns as to whether or not partner suicide can lead to coercion, whether conscious or unconscious. I am in no way saying everyone here is dangerous, I'd argue almost all of us aren't, but there are actual cases here of people meeting up with someone who wasn't in it to CTB. Whether or not you chose to go with partner suicide is up to you, but that doesn't negate the fact that it is controversial and it very much doesn't erase the fact that in many countries it IS illegal.
 
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Dark-Knight

Student
Feb 18, 2023
137
There very much is a legal problem with this. There are cases of people being charge with assisting someone's death when one person survives a partner suicide. And while both people may be serious, there are genuine moral concerns as to whether or not partner suicide can lead to coercion, whether conscious or unconscious. I am in no way saying everyone here is dangerous, I'd argue almost all of us aren't, but there are actual cases here of people meeting up with someone who wasn't in it to CTB. Whether or not you chose to go with partner suicide is up to you, but that doesn't negate the fact that it is controversial and it very much doesn't erase the fact that in many countries it IS illegal.
It's also illegal and generally not very accepted by society to commit suicide by yourself as well if we think about it. What other people who aren't suicidal or don't understand other people's struggles think about this shouldn't stop people from doing this, from killing themselves either on their own or with the help from others. Even if it's illegal that doesn't mean there's something morally wrong about this. You don't have to let what society thinks brainwash you or make you think similarly to them. You know what's morally wrong? Letting people live even if they suffer either from physical ilnesses, mental ilnesses or other problems in life. The governments and the elite, the people who are in power are the real bad people here, what they decide what's legal or not shouldn't mean much. They want to force people to suffer instead of letting people have more humane ways to die such as euthanasia, this should be a basic human right
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
1,733
It's also illegal and generally not very accepted by society to commit suicide by yourself as well if we think about it. What other people who aren't suicidal or don't understand other people's struggles think about this shouldn't stop people from doing this, from killing themselves either on their own or with the help from others. Even if it's illegal that doesn't mean there's something morally wrong about this. You don't have to let what society thinks brainwash you or make you think similarly to them. You know what's morally wrong? Letting people live even if they suffer either from physical ilnesses, mental ilnesses or other problems in life. The governments and the elite, the people who are in power are the real bad people here, what they decide what's legal or not shouldn't mean much. They want to force people to suffer instead of letting people have more humane ways to die such as euthanasia, this should be a basic human right
Whether or not euthanasia is around it not the argument here. In most countries suicide attempts get you sent to the psych ward for a few weeks, in most countries assisting someone in suicide gets you put in jail for years with a permanent criminal record. This isn't about what society should be, this is about what society is. A philosophical argument will not change the current reality, and that is that it is illegal to survive a partner suicide.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
350
It's also illegal and generally not very accepted by society to commit suicide by yourself as well if we think about it. What other people who aren't suicidal or don't understand other people's struggles think about this shouldn't stop people from doing this, from killing themselves either on their own or with the help from others. Even if it's illegal that doesn't mean there's something morally wrong about this. You don't have to let what society thinks brainwash you or make you think similarly to them. You know what's morally wrong? Letting people live even if they suffer either from physical ilnesses, mental ilnesses or other problems in life. The governments and the elite, the people who are in power are the real bad people here, what they decide what's legal or not shouldn't mean much. They want to force people to suffer instead of letting people have more humane ways to die such as euthanasia, this should be a basic human right
The crimes that were done to make it so that I, and other people have to kill ourselves is what should be illegal, not people having no other choice and having to do "illegal" things.
Everyone: do whatever you have to to get out peacefully.
🙏 I'm praying for all of us.
 
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Dark-Knight

Student
Feb 18, 2023
137
Whether or not euthanasia is around it not the argument here. In most countries suicide attempts get you sent to the psych ward for a few weeks, in most countries assisting someone in suicide gets you put in jail for years with a permanent criminal record. This isn't about what society should be, this is about what society is. A philosophical argument will not change the current reality, and that is that it is illegal to survive a partner suicide.
Only if the police find out about this, that's why I said that it could work if there's a plan and people know what they're doing. Even if a person administers a lethal injection such as euthanasia to someone else, I think it could be done without the police finding out about this
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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Only if the police find out about this, that's why I said that it could work if there's a plan and people know what they're doing. Even if a person administers a lethal injection such as euthanasia to someone else, I think it could be done without the police finding out about this
This is getting into weird and illegal conversations about killing people and getting away with it. This is a suicide website, not a homicide website. Like it or not it's the law, let's not start talking about killing people. Whether you thinking it's the right thing to do or not, it's illegal.
 
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Erick

Student
Jan 18, 2024
177
It doesn't work like that guys. It's not easy to find stores that will be willing to sell N, and there won't be enough N to everybody.
Even if only two people go together, one of them may not get N, because the store may not have enough N for two people, let alone an entire group.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
350
I'm going. I don't have a problem with it turning into a cult.
I'm not trying to be a jerk here but please don't use words like cult... I know you're not trying to create a problem, but there's usually several hundred, minimum, guests on this site at any given time, I don't know who those people are, but there's a lot of people that would like to see this site shutdown and create problems, if they start thinking that there's cult suicide, that could be reported to federal law enforcement to be honest. I'm not saying that's going to happen, I'm just saying that people watch this site, people that would love any excuse to make trouble for it.
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
1,733
I'm not trying to be a jerk here but please don't use words like cult... I know you're not trying to create a problem, but there's usually several hundred, minimum, guests on this site at any given time, I don't know who those people are, but there's a lot of people that would like to see this site shutdown and create problems, if they start thinking that there's cult suicide, that could be reported to federal law enforcement to be honest. I'm not saying that's going to happen, I'm just saying that people watch this site, people that would love any excuse to make trouble for it.
That is exactly what this plan would be qualified as. Which is exactly what I am trying to say. Even trying to implement a plan like this will take all of the currently false media reporting and make it fact and this grounds to remove this site and cause members to face legal consequences. A group suicide is a horrible idea for more reasons than I can count. It would be a cult, and it would be illegal, and it would get this entire site shut down.
 
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thenamingofcats

annihilation anxiety
Apr 19, 2024
358
I'm not trying to be a jerk here but please don't use words like cult... I know you're not trying to create a problem, but there's usually several hundred, minimum, guests on this site at any given time, I don't know who those people are, but there's a lot of people that would like to see this site shutdown and create problems, if they start thinking that there's cult suicide, that could be reported to federal law enforcement to be honest. I'm not saying that's going to happen, I'm just saying that people watch this site, people that would love any excuse to make trouble for it.
That is exactly what this plan would be qualified as. Which is exactly what I am trying to say. Even trying to implement a plan like this will take all of the currently false media reporting and make it fact and this grounds to remove this site and cause members to face legal consequences. A group suicide is a horrible idea for more reasons than I can count. It would be a cult, and it would be illegal, and it would get this entire site shut down.
Honestly guys there's no way it's going to happen though. I think OP was just looking for some solace in the idea of not having to ctb alone since it's terrifying.
 
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Dark-Knight

Student
Feb 18, 2023
137
This is getting into weird and illegal conversations about killing people and getting away with it. This is a suicide website, not a homicide website. Like it or not it's the law, let's not start talking about killing people. Whether you thinking it's the right thing to do or not, it's illegal.
If you had physical or mental ilnesses which made your life a living nightmare, or not necessarily these problems but any type of difficulties in life that made you want to die then I'm curious if you would still think like this? I see that you defend the governments and think what they're doing is right, I don't know if you're a pro lifer or not. But if you couldn't take this life anymore, if you wanted to be free of suffering and if there was a chance someone could help you die in a more peaceful way then you wouldn't think like that. Even if it's illegal that doesn't mean that people or the police could find out. Helping someone die so that they're free of suffering isn't killing someone, it's setting them free. The real crime is what the governments and the rest of society do, forcing people to stay alive even when they don't want to anymore and can't take more of this life
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
1,733
Honestly guys there's no way it's going to happen though. I think OP was just looking for some solace in the idea of not having to ctb alone since it's terrifying.
I'm aware it would be almost impossible to ever execute, but this is the second thread about group suicide this week that has been met with way too many people sincerely wanting to join. It is not a good thing to be discussing.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
350
That is exactly what this plan would be qualified as. Which is exactly what I am trying to say. Even trying to implement a plan like this will take all of the currently false media reporting and make it fact and this grounds to remove this site and cause members to face legal consequences. A group suicide is a horrible idea for more reasons than I can count. It would be a cult, and it would be illegal, and it would get this entire site shut down.
I hope they all get the relief they deserve. I wish I could go I wish somebody could bring it to me. I don't have a passport. I'm not trying to make trouble I just need to kill myself because I can't stand the suffering anymore.
 
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thenamingofcats

annihilation anxiety
Apr 19, 2024
358
I'm aware it would be almost impossible to ever execute, but this is the second thread about group suicide this week that has been met with way too many people sincerely wanting to join. It is not a good thing to be discussing.
If something like this was local I would want to join. Maybe it's not good to discuss. I think people are terrifying of having to face this alone.
 
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