Goodbye

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Alright then, and the decoy plan as well?

Yeah, but please update if you can.

I'll start writing a decoy note shortly and set the alarm on the spare phone @6:45am (the time my Dad will wake up) and leave the phone on top of the note.

I'll set fake coordinates of my CTB location. It's 1.5 hrs away from home. And my city has terrible traffic. So it should give me enough valuable time
I'll continue to update y'all for sure to the best of my ability

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I'll start writing a decoy note shortly and set the alarm on the spare phone @6:45am (the time my Dad will wake up) and leave the phone on top of the note.

I'll set fake coordinates of my CTB location. It's 1.5 hrs away from home. And my city has terrible traffic. So it should give me enough valuable time
I'll continue to update y'all for sure to the best of my ability

Lag isn't that bad anymore. Such an elaborate plan to confuse your family too to buy time.By 6:45am, should sn be successful, you would've been long dead.

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Pulsoximeter readings as of 12:50am.
Spo2% 98
pr Bpm 70
Pi % 8.2

Lag isn't that bad anymore. Such an elaborate plan to confuse your family too to buy time.By 6:45am, should sn be successful, you would've been long dead.

Yeah, 2.5-3 hours should be sufficient for me to be dead.
The lag isn't too bad anymore. Hope it doesn't get laggy again

 

[Lost_my_soul]

Hoping and praying, it will be all peaceful for you, meet you on the other side soon

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Update :

I've started writing the decoy note. I should finish the note in 15 mins and set the alarm.

 

[Lost_my_soul]

@PracheenKaal_00! Just sent you a PM, hope it all goes well

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Hey,

@PracheenKaal_00! Just sent you a PM, hope it all goes well

sorry I won't be able to respond to ur pm. Thank you for your concern. It means a lot to me

 

[LittleBlackCat]

I wish you peace

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Update :

I've started writing the decoy note. I should finish the note in 15 mins and set the alarm.

I've finished writing my decoy note and set the alarm at 6:45am. Alarm will repeat 5 times. Hoping that my decoy note will work.
I'll consumer domperidone tablet (3 tablets 10 mg )at 1:30am
I'll give the next update within 5 minutes after 1:30am

 

[toofargone6969]

Good luck and I hope your journey is smooth and minimal pain. Sorry to see you go especially so young.

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Update :

I've consumed 3 tablets (10mg dose) of domperidone.

I'll give the next pulsoximeter reading after 20 mins

 

[void kitty]

I am new here, I wish you all best for a calm peaceful healing journey ahead <3
i had some questions if you don't mind, answering.
I have watched some of the last of us eps, I loved how i much I had watched of lou.

 

[absolutelyyou]

I hope you are able to find peace. I hate that you've found yourself in the position you're in but I hope for you that your suffering ends soon. You don't deserve the stress and pain you've been faced with.

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

I am new here, I wish you all best for a calm peaceful healing journey ahead <3
i had some questions if you don't mind, answering.
I have watched some of the last of us eps, I loved how i much I had watched of lou.

I have watched all the episodes of tlou hbo. And I've seen the gameplay of part 1 and 2 before the hbo show.
I really recommend tlou part 1 and 2 game and the hbo show.

I hope you are able to find peace. I hate that you've found yourself in the position you're in but I hope for you that your suffering ends soon. You don't deserve the stress and pain you've been faced with.

It's indeed unfortunate. But it is what it is.

 

[kilowatt]

Farewell, hope you find the peace you're seeking.

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Update
Pulsoximeter reading as of 1:55 am post domperidone consumption
Spo2%96
Pr bpm 78
Pi% 7.7
I'll consume 'Ibuprofen + Paracetamol + Chlorzoxazone' tablet after 15 mins and update y'all

 

[void kitty]

I have watched all the episodes of tlou hbo. And I've seen the gameplay of part 1 and 2 before the hbo show.
I really recommend tlou part 1 and 2 game and the hbo show.

It's indeed unfortunate. But it is what it is.

I'll surely give the show a complete watch, although I can't say about the game. Ik both lou games are def good.

if you don't mind can you tell how did get SN and everything, I'm sorry if this is a dumb question. You don't have to answer if you're not comfortable answering.

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

I'll surely give the show a complete watch, although I can't say about the game. Ik both lou games are def good.

if you don't mind can you tell how did get SN and everything, I'm sorry if this is a dumb question. You don't have to answer if you're not comfortable answering.

I ordered from an online source (which I won't be mentioning I'm sorry) Regarding the remaining items, I got some of them from a pharmacy. Some I got it from medicine cabinet at home. And the remaining items (superglue, plastic cups and measuring cups) from grocery store

 

[Moburin 29]

Rest well dear stranger.

I hope it feels comforting to know, that so many people share your final moments with you, even when they can't be physically there. Like little ghosts who sit nearby and quitly wish you all the best )

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Update
Pulsoximeter reading as of 1:55 am post domperidone consumption
Spo2%96
Pr bpm 78
Pi% 7.7
I'll consume 'Ibuprofen + Paracetamol + Chlorzoxazone' tablet after 15 mins and update y'all

Update
I've consumed 'Ibuprofen + Paracetamol + Chlorzoxazone' tablet. Ibu and Para acts as pain relievers and chloro acts as muscle relaxants

I'll consume antacids (2 tablets) after 25-30 minutes. After that I'll prepare the SN mix, superglue the bathroom door and then consume SN

I'll share the next pulsoximeter readings after 15 minutes

I hope it feels comforting to know, that so many people share your final moments with you, even when they can't be physically there. Like little ghosts who sit nearby and quitly wish you all the best )

It's indeed comforting. This community's members are truly non-judgmental and supportive.

 

[void kitty]

I ordered from an online source (which I won't be mentioning I'm sorry) Regarding the remaining items, I got some of them from a pharmacy. Some I got it from medicine cabinet at home. And the remaining items (superglue, plastic cups and measuring cups) from grocery store

no worries, thankyou <3

 

[Moburin 29]

How are you doing there ?

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Folks I am sorry bloody server error so couldn't accceess this site my account and couldnt update yall. I am sorry if I caused too much worry to hall.

I have sealed myself in the bathroom door and I have prepared SN drink. I'll be consuming it now. I am ready to enter the afterlife

Since this site is lagging too much and not working properly, I cannot update yall anymore.

Y'all thank you for being with me in my final moments, y'all are truly supportive and understanding. ILY all and I'm really gonna miss yall I hope that we can meet on the other side.

Thank you all. I will miss you. Also, thank you mods ans admins, thank you for allowing me to become a member of this site

Goodbye y'all. I'll be logging out now.
I am ready to start a new journey in the afterlife. Mods, deactivate my account in 5 minutes.
Folks I am sorry bloody server error so couldn't accceess this site my account and couldnt update yall. I am sorry if I caused too much worry to hall.

I have sealed myself in the bathroom door and I have prepared SN drink. I'll be consuming it now. I am ready to enter the afterlife

Since this site is lagging too much and not working properly, I cannot update yall anymore.

Y'all thank you for being with me in my final moments, y'all are truly supportive and understanding. ILY all and I'm really gonna miss yall I hope that we can meet on the other side.

Thank you all. I will miss you. Also, thank you mods ans admins, thank you for allowing me to become a member of this site

Goodbye y'all. I'll be logging out now.
I am ready to start a new journey in the afterlife. Mods, deactivate my account in 5 minutes.
Folks I am sorry bloody server error so couldn't accceess this site my account and couldnt update yall. I am sorry if I caused too much worry to hall.

I have sealed myself in the bathroom door and I have prepared SN drink. I'll be consuming it now. I am ready to enter the afterlife

Since this site is lagging too much and not working properly, I cannot update yall anymore.

Y'all thank you for being with me in my final moments, y'all are truly supportive and understanding. ILY all and I'm really gonna miss yall I hope that we can meet on the other side.

Thank you all. I will miss you. Also, thank you mods ans admins, thank you for allowing me to become a member of this site

Goodbye y'all. I'll be logging out now.
I am ready to start a new journey in the afterlife. Mods, deactivate my account in 5 minutes.

 

[lucyna]

safe travels, i hope you'll find your freedom i'll let you know if liked the movies when my time comes

e: i hope it was peaceful and that you're in a better place now. i'm happy that we were able to provide you some warmth and comfort in your last moments. it's sad to see you go but i hope you found everything you were looking for and that you're free of suffering. sleep well

 

[Mad World]

Safe travels and I hope the ride isn't bumpy. And remember, if you have a change of heart or things don't go as planned you are always welcome back here.

 

[DreamEnd]

Safe travels!

 

[nightlygem]

Farewell. May you be able to rest…

 

[Clasrink]

Best of luck on your journey

 

[tired0zymandias]

I've been following your thread, and I'm sorry that you have been thru so much unbearable pain in this world. I hope your journey is peaceful to the eternal life.

 

[Minsu]

Hope you find peace