[Goodbye] - Entering my Kingdom, Long May I Reign

[PwincessStepford]

My hands are shaking pouring this stuff out

 

[MysticPerception]

My hands are shaking pouring this stuff out

It only takes a few minutes of courage and your suffering is finally over. Be brave, you're not alone even now.

 

[PwincessStepford]

It only takes a few minutes of courage and your suffering is finally over. Be brave, you're not alone even now.

Thank you so much. you're exactly right

 

[Carina]

Thank you so much. you're exactly right

No matter what we are here.

 

[PwincessStepford]

.7 oz of SN in 2.5 oz of water (2 doses) [I had to convert units because I just came to find out that the button to convert units on my scale is broken! But it should come out to 20 g SN in 75 ml water]

I wish I couldn't be more helpful. I'm sorry this is disorganized. My thoughts are all over the place rn

 

[DepressedAngel]

I hope you find peace whatever you choose. Sending love and hugs Please don't forget that you aren't alone, even now. We love you

 

[Carina]

As long as you're sure it's enough.... there's nothing wrong if you want to wait to make sure either. But I hope you find peace in your choice.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Pwincess, are you there? Have you drank it? Are you 100% sure sweetie, you seem unsure. We are here for you if you want to talk.

 

[Skyview]

Sending love and hugs in whatever you decide

 

[Quarky00]

My thoughts are all over the place

Take it slow, you have time

What r u thinkin about

 

[PwincessStepford]

Pwincess, are you there? Have you drank it? Are you 100% sure sweetie, you seem unsure. We are here for you if you want to talk.

I'm taking it in 8 minutes. I also took 4 T3 tablets, so hopefully it's not that bad

Take it slow, you have time

What r u thinkin about

I'm dissociated. I'm thinking about my cat, mainly. But it also feels like I'm not 7 minutes away from ingesting what will kill me.

I'm relieved for the existential angst to finally be gone though

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

I'm taking it in 8 minutes. I also took 4 T3 tablets, so hopefully it's not that bad


I'm dissociated. I'm thinking about my cat, mainly. But it also feels like I'm not 7 minutes away from ingesting what will kill me.

I'm relieved for the existential angst to finally be gone though

We are here for you!

 

[PwincessStepford]

...
I'm going to need a mod to ban me when I stop posting. I want to give as many real time thoughts as I can

We are here for you!

thank you so so much

 

[Morphinekiss]

Please if you even the tiniest bit unsure, if your mind is racing with what if's, reach out to those who have offered. Myself included.

 

[BlueWidow]

Wishing you peace and sending you love

we will all be here with you. we are all giving you a virtual hug.

 

[Carina]

I'm taking it in 8 minutes. I also took 4 T3 tablets, so hopefully it's not that bad


I'm dissociated. I'm thinking about my cat, mainly. But it also feels like I'm not 7 minutes away from ingesting what will kill me.

I'm relieved for the existential angst to finally be gone though

As long as you are sure. I mean there is nothing wrong if you want to wait. I do support whatever you do. But I was just a bit worried when your hands were shaking. But you know you. So find peace if that's your choice. we're here regardless.

 

[SinisterKid]

Dont worry about that ok

 

[Jean4]

We are here for you. It is ok if you want to change your mind for your cat.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Pwincess I'm here for you and love you. I hope you find peace, sweetheart! It's going to be okay whatever you decide.

 

[PwincessStepford]

Please if you even the tiniest bit unsure, if your mind is racing with what if's, reach out to those who have offered. Myself included.

I've been waiting for this for long enough. i don't want to psyche myself out now that I finally have the chance
Fuck fuck fuck fuck
Now is the time
Okay motivation
I had it an hour ago wtf
Why is it not as strong anymore

 

[Quarky00]

I'm dissociated. I'm thinking about my cat, mainly. But it also feels like I'm not 7 minutes away from ingesting what will kill me.
I'm relieved for the existential angst to finally be gone though

Yeah it feels unreal .. so nice you care for (love) your cat And that you feel relief.

Thoughts come and go , like motivation , it's fine , write all anxieties and distress here

 

[Jean4]

I've been waiting for this for long enough. i don't want to psyche myself out now that I finally have the chance
Fuck fuck fuck fuck
Now is the time

I'm not trying to stop you, but unless you are 100 percent sure, it's ok to stop.

 

[Innereye]

If you are physically healthy circumstances can change with luck. Especially since you are so young. It might be worth giving life some more time.

 

[PwincessStepford]

Fuckkkkkk
I just tasted it, and it's not that bad but

 

[Jean4]

Fuckkkkkk

Are you ok

 

[PwincessStepford]

I'm fucking terrified

 

[Jean4]

I'm fucking terrified

Then stop. It's ok. You aren't ready. If you were there would be no doubts.

 

[PwincessStepford]

I have the opportunity to do it now. I've been waiting for this moment for so long..but I'm so scared to go
Now I'm sobbing

 

[BPD Barbie]

I backed out of mine after writing my goodbye thread. It's never too late. You don't have to do anything

 

[Jean4]

I have the opportunity to do it now. I've been waiting for this moment for so long..but I'm so scared to go
Now I'm sobbing

Stop. There will be other times.