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Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving anhedonia ≠ living
Aug 26, 2026
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100s, if not 1000s more accounts here in the forum.

And, in the news, every day. literally just google
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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a high school friend shortly after we graduated. Gun. Another high school friend many years later. Gun.
An acquaintance through work. Gun. A coworkers brother. Gun. My brother. Gun.
In some cases alcohol involved. Not sure about all
 
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Shrub

Shrub

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Feb 20, 2026
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I know of two, one was through hanging, and the other was through drowning, though both of these are relatively risky compared to other methods listed on this site.
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving anhedonia ≠ living
Aug 26, 2026
664
I know of a hanging of the terminally ill father of an acquaintance, too
As a side note: Why would you want to convince yourself with anecdotal evidence. It's worthless
Statistics clearly state that most attempts fail, that is a fact. That is mainly due to most attempts choosing a non-method or botching the method due to unconscious reasons (doesn't want to actually die, just needs attention, etc.) or bad execution.
Statistics would also show that most people who do their method correctly here in the forum succeed, if such a statistic existed, that is.
So that's pretty much your solution to feel as safe as one can feel...
 
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desiderium

desiderium

divinely inhuman.
Nov 23, 2021
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I had a close friend who successfully took his own life via shotgun to the head.
 
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kipper

Member
Mar 11, 2023
97
A friend of mine died from a DPH overdose as a young teen.
 
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roborabbit

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Aug 27, 2026
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Only suicide death in my life was a girl I went to school with. Used her dad's gun.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

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Jul 23, 2026
357
I have known of hangings. Not a great way to go in my opinion but it is what it is.
 
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alivebutnotliving

alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
95
I've had 2 family members die by full suspension hanging via rope.
 
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divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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Ive known 2 who used a gun
 
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iwillsucceed

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Aug 14, 2026
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100s, if not 1000s more accounts here in the forum.

And, in the news, every day. literally just google
This post was helpful. I wish I could find Moonie's post mentioned here that has her planning steps before execution.

Unfortunately with Google it's hard to get real articles with keyword searches as it tends to return suicide help articles and ai prompted "call this suicide helpline." Ofc I searched there before I made this post.
 
bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Arcanist
Dec 12, 2024
422
My aunt died by pill overdose i think was painkillers she was 17 i was 6 i think, was due to a breakup told me she suffered too much in the process and regretted that in the way to the hospital she died
 
locustspawning

locustspawning

the funeral dancer on the outer wave
Sep 19, 2026
22
kind of up in the air whether it was a suicide or an accident but one of my cousins died by shooting himself in the head with a rifle. he didn't die immediately and they attempted to do surgery on him but he was brain-dead
 
happysunnydayy

happysunnydayy

lost
Mar 18, 2025
167
a high school friend shortly after we graduated. Gun. Another high school friend many years later. Gun.
An acquaintance through work. Gun. A coworkers brother. Gun. My brother. Gun.
In some cases alcohol involved. Not sure about all
Must be so hard losing your brother to ctb:(
 
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Chronicallyillive

Member
Jan 13, 2026
21
A friend of mine died from a DPH overdose as a young teen.
would like to clarify that this is a non-method and should not be attempted.
This post was helpful. I wish I could find Moonie's post mentioned here that has her planning steps before execution.

Unfortunately with Google it's hard to get real articles with keyword searches as it tends to return suicide help articles and ai prompted "call this suicide helpline." Ofc I searched there before I made this post.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fly-me-to-the-moon-goodbye-my-love.29550/post-541667 is this the post you're referencing?
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
257
For people I knew personally.

One by shotgun. He failed the first shot but finished it on the second.

One walked out in front of a transport on a highway. He was drunk and had severe depression.

One by hanging from a tree in the woods. During highschool years. Another hanging in a barn recently by a local I somewhat know.

A few by suspected drowning. They were never found, but evidence led to believe they swam out to sea. I think one corpse was possibly recovered, not sure as it was kept quiet and the remaining family left.

My grandmother was by drowning at the beach. She was quite depressed and got manic. I was too young to remember much.

I couldn't tell you how things went for any except the first. I was told that the first shotgun blast took out half his face, its suggested he fired under the chin and flinched/. He then managed to get back in position to fire again. His sister was in the house and saw him take the second shot after she heard the first and ran upstairs.
 
kalashnikova

kalashnikova

Member
Nov 2, 2024
40
A friend of my online friends shot herself in the head with a shotgun and succeeded. I was mutuals with her but didn't talk to her much. I envy her
 
discernment

discernment

just surviving
Aug 11, 2026
119
My mum drowned herself in deep water. Drowning (at least in this way) is generally considered a very painful/uncomfortable way to die so its not a method that I would ever recommend to someone else
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

unintentionally offensive
Apr 4, 2026
820
"Based on the suicide acts that resulted in death or hospitalization, firearms were found to be the most lethal method (CFR:89.7%), followed by hanging/suffocation (84.5%), drowning (80.4%), gas poisoning (56.6%), jumping (46.7%), drug/liquid poisoning (8.0%) and cutting (4.0%). The rank of the lethality for different methods remained relatively stable across study setting, sex and age group."

Just making this extra accessible
a high school friend shortly after we graduated. Gun. Another high school friend many years later. Gun.
An acquaintance through work. Gun. A coworkers brother. Gun. My brother. Gun.
In some cases alcohol involved. Not sure about all
Tell me you're American without telling me you're American 😭 I'm sorry for your losses
 
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Neverfoundahome

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Feb 5, 2023
40
Yes, I remember an acquaintance who, after an accident in a car that wasn't his, decided to hang himself from a tree. Whenever we passed by that tree, people would mention the fact that he had hanged himself there.
 
Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving anhedonia ≠ living
Aug 26, 2026
664
This post was helpful. I wish I could find Moonie's post mentioned here that has her planning steps before execution.
You can find it via the search (might need 20ish posts or so to unlock), but it was a fairly standard SN protocol with you can look up in the SN bible and multiple guides about the method, which are all linked in the stickied suicide resources section.

Unfortunately with Google it's hard to get real articles with keyword searches as it tends to return suicide help articles and ai prompted "call this suicide helpline." Ofc I searched there before I made this post.
Other less censored search engines actually might net better results, but there was someone who mentioned having success making a google news filter for this as well.

"Based on the suicide acts that resulted in death or hospitalization, firearms were found to be the most lethal method (CFR:89.7%), followed by hanging/suffocation (84.5%), drowning (80.4%), gas poisoning (56.6%), jumping (46.7%), drug/liquid poisoning (8.0%) and cutting (4.0%). The rank of the lethality for different methods remained relatively stable across study setting, sex and age group."
I wonder if SN and Inert gas are included under suffocation there... technically hypoxia ≠ suffocation.
 
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