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Freaknik

Freaknik

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Nov 12, 2023
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I've posted about this on here before, but I'm considering using fentanyl as my CTB method. Though, I'm unsure on how to obtain it or how I can ensure that it will be fatal.

Is there any way I can reliably obtain it? There are a few cities near me, and I'm thinking of asking a few individuals around there. I don't think that will yield results though. Is there another drug or combination that could be close to fentanyl? My main reason for choosing fent is for the peace and lack of pain.

If anybody has any advice on this, feel free to DM me.
 
LastNite

LastNite

ice me
Mar 31, 2025
929
You should read the opioid megathread first before deciding.
Understand the risks (a lot), then decide.

Just a heads up, high grade Fentanyl is much harder to find.
I believe it is easy to find Fentanyl on the streets, but it'll probably be low purity.
As far as I know there's currently no market that sells Fentanyl, there used to be one market that allowed it, but it got raided.
It was called archetyp.
 
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zzz
Aug 6, 2026
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You should read the opioid megathread first before deciding.
Understand the risks (a lot), then decide.

Just a heads up, high grade Fentanyl is much harder to find.
I believe it is easy to find Fentanyl on the streets, but it'll probably be low purity.
As far as I know there's currently no market that sells Fentanyl, there used to be one market that allowed it, but it got raided.
It was called archetyp.

they still sell it some "dont allow it" but its still sold. the main dnm i use all you have to do is use advanced search click subcategory and select "opioids - heroin" then look for "synthetic china white"
 
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LastNite

LastNite

ice me
Mar 31, 2025
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they still sell it some "dont allow it" but its still sold. the main dnm i use all you have to do is use advanced search click subcategory and select "opioids - heroin" then look for "synthetic china white"
But then you wouldn't know for sure if they actually mean that it's Fentanyl or Heroin. Heroin is considered semi-synthetic, and people often call it China white. You could test it after it comes, but if it's not Fentanyl you would be down a lot of money. Either ways the addiction that might follow after a failed OD is not worth it. Ive always considered this method, but it's way too risky. The outcomes can make life more terrible than it already is.
 
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But then you wouldn't know for sure if they actually mean that it's Fentanyl or Heroin. Heroin is considered semi-synthetic, and people often call it China white. You could test it after it comes, but if it's not Fentanyl you would be down a lot of money. Either ways the addiction that might follow after a failed OD is not worth it. Ive always considered this method, but it's way too risky. The outcomes can make life more terrible than it already is.
ah sorry. youre right the outcome of a failed od wouldnt be worth it. its much better off combined with another more reliable method.

if anyone else sees this you can use dread to double check with other users if something is actually heroin or fent. ive bought from 3 vendors on DH (there arent many selling "synthetic china white") and all 3 were fent. i cant name any names but one guy is "very fast" and my personal favorite guys fent shares the same name as a certain bottle of water. both of those vendors fent was very strong even for me with an enormous tolerance. i wish everyone here goodluck. im sorry there isnt a better way to do this. being suicidal sucks.
 
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