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Freaknik

Freaknik

Member
Nov 12, 2023
21
I am currently planning my exit from this world, and have a few questions regarding my method, and questions about personal notes I would like some people to receive after my passing.

Right now, I'm set on using fentanyl for my method. Though, I'm unsure as to how I should go about obtaining it? I live near some trashy cities, so I'm contemplating just asking some people if they have any fentanyl, or if they know where to get some. I've seen a decent amount of junkies there, especially at night.

After I leave this world, I have a note that will be left on my kitchen table, along with another document detailing my final wishes, serving as a last will and testament. Though, I am planning on writing individual, personal letters for a few people in my life; I believe they deserve something more and I want to tell them how much they impacted my life.

Though, because I won't be here to give them out, I'm unsure of how these people should receive these personal letters. I've dictated in my final wishes that the notes for these people should be distributed by whoever finds my body (I assume this would be my parents). But, something tells me they would either keep the letters, or do something against my wishes.

So, should I mail these letters out before I CTB? I want to put them in an envelope and fold my note, or I could put them in a manilla folder so I won't have to crinkle or fold the letter.
 
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jippiapple

Member
Feb 26, 2024
11
yeah, i think you should mail the letters like right before u ctb. dont trust my family either
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,012
Idk, but I personally would hate the feeling of knowing those letters have been sent out if I had any last minute thoughts about changing or delaying my plan. I hate the thought of anyone attempting when they don't feel ready just because some letters are in the mail & they can't get them back. I'm going to go with delayed/scheduled emails, because they can always be changed at the last minute if my plans were to change.
 

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