Freaknik
Member
- Nov 12, 2023
- 21
I am currently planning my exit from this world, and have a few questions regarding my method, and questions about personal notes I would like some people to receive after my passing.
Right now, I'm set on using fentanyl for my method. Though, I'm unsure as to how I should go about obtaining it? I live near some trashy cities, so I'm contemplating just asking some people if they have any fentanyl, or if they know where to get some. I've seen a decent amount of junkies there, especially at night.
After I leave this world, I have a note that will be left on my kitchen table, along with another document detailing my final wishes, serving as a last will and testament. Though, I am planning on writing individual, personal letters for a few people in my life; I believe they deserve something more and I want to tell them how much they impacted my life.
Though, because I won't be here to give them out, I'm unsure of how these people should receive these personal letters. I've dictated in my final wishes that the notes for these people should be distributed by whoever finds my body (I assume this would be my parents). But, something tells me they would either keep the letters, or do something against my wishes.
So, should I mail these letters out before I CTB? I want to put them in an envelope and fold my note, or I could put them in a manilla folder so I won't have to crinkle or fold the letter.
Right now, I'm set on using fentanyl for my method. Though, I'm unsure as to how I should go about obtaining it? I live near some trashy cities, so I'm contemplating just asking some people if they have any fentanyl, or if they know where to get some. I've seen a decent amount of junkies there, especially at night.
After I leave this world, I have a note that will be left on my kitchen table, along with another document detailing my final wishes, serving as a last will and testament. Though, I am planning on writing individual, personal letters for a few people in my life; I believe they deserve something more and I want to tell them how much they impacted my life.
Though, because I won't be here to give them out, I'm unsure of how these people should receive these personal letters. I've dictated in my final wishes that the notes for these people should be distributed by whoever finds my body (I assume this would be my parents). But, something tells me they would either keep the letters, or do something against my wishes.
So, should I mail these letters out before I CTB? I want to put them in an envelope and fold my note, or I could put them in a manilla folder so I won't have to crinkle or fold the letter.