Method failed attempt what’s next

[kaylaslovley]

hello i'm new to the site i've never knew such a site existed
ive posted in redit but always gets denied
im 44 mum of 2 daughter 18 she hates me
son of 11 i'm failing him
i'm in physical chronic pain year 5 now and i can't do this no more
i attempted to kill my self with tablets and alcohol i failed
i took 70 1mg zanax
70 5mg oxy/ 40mg slow release
i woke up in hospital havin injuries in the process i have no recollection of
my next attempt is doing it in a filled bath i just wandered will i wake mysel up when i start to drown or with the amount of sleeping tablets and oxys alcohol etc will that be enough
i just can't do live anymore

 

[esistzeit]

The body will begin to jerk around when it realizes it's in danger. Depending on the bath tub and the water level, you may end up getting out of it.

Living is hard and killing oneself is harder still. I understand this very well. I'm sorry.

 

[CantDoIt]

People coming here often try to invent their own methods, but they are often desperate and not very efficient. Please check this thread out:

Suicide Resource Compilation

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[kaylaslovley]

The body will begin to jerk around when it realizes it's in danger. Depending on the bath tub and the water level, you may end up getting out of it.

Living is hard and killing oneself is harder still. I understand this very well. I'm sorry.

it's awful is ain't it just wander what is life even for it causes many so much misery

People coming here often try to invent their own methods, but they are often desperate and not very efficient. Please check this thread out:

Suicide Resource Compilation

All the links to threads, videos, audio, downloads, and information found here are being made available only for educational purposes, and have been shared by users; we cannot assure the accuracy of the data. This means the way you use this data is fully your responsibility, that you need to...

sanctioned-suicide.net

thanks i will have a look

The body will begin to jerk around when it realizes it's in danger. Depending on the bath tub and the water level, you may end up getting out of it.

Living is hard and killing oneself is harder still. I understand this very well. I'm sorry.

planning on it being a high to the top as possible i feel so guilt even written this
it is isant if i look at other people's life and wander what i did to deserve all this pain