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chester
Experienced
- Aug 1, 2024
- 257
I wasn't planing on logging in anymore, but here I am. Tried twice today, decided to abort both times, because I felt something was off. I heard it's supposed to be peaceful and before you know it you're out. It wasn't like this. You know the feeling when you make a fool of yourself in public, and you feel yourself blush, you feel your ears and face getting red? Imagine this feeling in your face and ears, but much, much stronger and more uncomfortable. It felt like there was blood pressure building up. Both times, when I removed the bag, I felt very lightheaded, to put it mildly. I mean I was barely conscious, so I was definitely oxygen deprived. I also coughed up blood after the second attempt, but it passed quite quickly.
If I knew what I felt was to be expected, then I probably wouldn't have panicked and aborted. But it made me worry something isn't going as it was supposed to. Nowhere near as peaceful as I hoped. I definitely didn't last the 50 seconds supposedly required to pass out. But I need to be sure everything is in order before I let myself pass out.
Any thoughts, anyone?
If I knew what I felt was to be expected, then I probably wouldn't have panicked and aborted. But it made me worry something isn't going as it was supposed to. Nowhere near as peaceful as I hoped. I definitely didn't last the 50 seconds supposedly required to pass out. But I need to be sure everything is in order before I let myself pass out.
Any thoughts, anyone?