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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Does anyone else hate waking up? I hate having to wake up every day and face the day. It feels like I'm living in a time loop/simulation or something.

On another note, I don't understand how normies are okay with doing the same thing every day. Personally, if I had to do that, I would literally go insane or something. I'm already bored, and I'm not even doing anything. I can't imagine having to go to the same job every day for the rest of your life….that sounds so dreadfully boring
 
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Silent Raindrops

Silent Raindrops

The Darkness Awaits Me
Feb 3, 2024
263
Just as much as I hate having a toothache.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
i do! i do! oh me!!!

although, the nightmares i have, sleeping isnt any better :meh:
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
erm have you ever been up for 2 days, passed out and woken up 2 mins later?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,742
Of course, I always find it dreadful when I wake and realise that I'm still trapped in this existence, the more time spent here truly just does mean more opportunites to suffer. Having the option to just fall asleep eternally really would be such a relief for me as existence truly is so undesirable.
 
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ReadyOrNot?

ReadyOrNot?

gave up on life long ago
Feb 13, 2024
55
Yeeees. I wish I could sleep forever.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
Fuck yes. Whenever I'm awake, I immediately feel shitty at how I didn't die during my sleep. For me, sleep is kinda peaceful as I don't have to anything and I don't have to worry about anything
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Yeeees. I wish I could sleep forever.
Same, it's not fair that we can't sleep forever. It's unfair that we have to wake up. My biggest wish is dying in my sleep
 
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Return2themoonlight

Return2themoonlight

Sele'ne shall guide me to peace and tranquility
Dec 31, 2023
153
I absolutely hate waking up. Sleep is the closest thing to death so I hate having to be brought back to this horrible existence.
 
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caninecomposer

caninecomposer

Unappreciated artist
Dec 18, 2023
142
The only good thing about waking up is being temporarily freed from horrible PTSD nightmares. So basically I hate both being awake and being asleep. There is nothing enjoyable in any part of my existence.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
waking up... get out of bed, sit on toilet look up at the ceiling and wonder why god won't let me die
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
I absolutely hate waking up. Sleep is the closest thing to death so I hate having to be brought back to this horrible existence.
I'm growing increasingly convinced that this world is hell/a prison planet, and that we're all trapped here
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
510
I hate going to bed cause I know I have to get up in the morning,.. then in the morning I hate to get up cause I have to go through another day.
 
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Return2themoonlight

Return2themoonlight

Sele'ne shall guide me to peace and tranquility
Dec 31, 2023
153
I'm growing increasingly convinced that this world is hell/a prison planet, and that we're all trapped here
Really tho because life that has this much suffering isn't what I can call life
 
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mrelief82

Broken to 1000 pcs
Nov 23, 2023
152
Yes , every day …. And with each day us nire dufficult. Im not facing the day , cant get back to life again. I would like to go to job , if this would bore me I would change it …. But this is no longer possible somehow and doing nothing is killing me more and more ….I just want to do all this again one more time …. Just another chance .
 
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1sadtran

Member
Nov 20, 2023
29
dreams can be so much better than reality sometimes
reality is so depressing having to exist each day when so many things in life go wrong
 
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Legacy Install

Legacy Install

Member
Dec 12, 2023
9
Yes, and I've been told that I'm some sort of sleep junkie and should stop sleeping so much , but fuck that.

Dreaming and rest are the only reprieves I've got from a life of seemingly perpetual turmoil. Makes me end up spending the day counting the hours till I can sleep again.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Yes , the worst time of my day , realizing im still in this life.
 
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Silent Raindrops

Silent Raindrops

The Darkness Awaits Me
Feb 3, 2024
263
erm have you ever been up for 2 days, passed out and woken up 2 mins later?
All the time. I love that feeling when you're so tired, everything going on around you feels like a dream.
 
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walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
Does anyone else hate waking up? I hate having to wake up every day and face the day. It feels like I'm living in a time loop/simulation or something.

On another note, I don't understand how normies are okay with doing the same thing every day. Personally, if I had to do that, I would literally go insane or something. I'm already bored, and I'm not even doing anything. I can't imagine having to go to the same job every day for the rest of your life….that sounds so dreadfully boring

I do I hate waking up! I pray every night not to wake up in the morning, but then the question comes to surface; do we even have God? I'm tired of all this. I keep changing my mind about methods I guess I'm just scared! Today I'm at work talking to patients and helping them as if I'm happy or something!!? I'm sooo fake at work. Doing the same routine while not happy is a disaster and it's killing me but I'm not dead
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,231
All the time. I love that feeling when you're so tired, everything going on around you feels like a dream.
exactly.. i feel sorry for you... wait, your name is silent raindrops? oh that is hopeless!
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,722
I always have amazing dreams then I wake up and realize I'm back in Hell
 
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heisenberg

heisenberg

well, good luck babe !
May 18, 2020
185
yeah. i do the same thing every day pretty much and i'm so sick of it. i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. i wouldn't mind if i went to sleep and never woke up one day
 
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Trakehner

Trakehner

Student
Apr 22, 2023
134
For the past several months, I've been having dreams about how my old life before everything went downhill. Then, I wake up and am hit with the reality it was just that: a dream. I'll never experience that blissful ignorance again.
 
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Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
221
Get worse, when i have to remember i have to work in a place that i don't like
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
1,084
The moment when I wake up and realize that it is a new day is one of the worst moments I go through every day.
 
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ObscureSunshine

Member
Feb 20, 2024
16
Most of the time, YES.
 
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Raven2

Raven2

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
465
Yeah sometimes I do. I actually dreamt to having N last night. Working can be boring but it keeps me going having something to get up for.
 
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Kevin_Logan

Kevin_Logan

Member
Nov 17, 2021
42
Nowadays I am better mentally, so I only struggle to wake up because I am a bit lazy, but back when I was very depressed, staying awake was too painful for me
 
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