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sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
7,866
Does anyone else hate waking up? I hate having to wake up every day and face the day. It feels like I'm living in a time loop/simulation or something.

On another note, I don't understand how normies are okay with doing the same thing every day. Personally, if I had to do that, I would literally go insane or something. I'm already bored, and I'm not even doing anything. I can't imagine having to go to the same job every day for the rest of your life….that sounds so dreadfully boring
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,429
Of course, I always find it dreadful when I wake and realise that I'm still trapped in this existence, the more time spent here truly just does mean more opportunites to suffer. Having the option to just fall asleep eternally really would be such a relief for me as existence truly is so undesirable.
 
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mrelief82

Broken to 1000 pcs
Nov 23, 2023
106
Yes , every day …. And with each day us nire dufficult. Im not facing the day , cant get back to life again. I would like to go to job , if this would bore me I would change it …. But this is no longer possible somehow and doing nothing is killing me more and more ….I just want to do all this again one more time …. Just another chance .
 
Legacy Install

Legacy Install

Member
Dec 12, 2023
9
Yes, and I've been told that I'm some sort of sleep junkie and should stop sleeping so much , but fuck that.

Dreaming and rest are the only reprieves I've got from a life of seemingly perpetual turmoil. Makes me end up spending the day counting the hours till I can sleep again.
 
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
Does anyone else hate waking up? I hate having to wake up every day and face the day. It feels like I'm living in a time loop/simulation or something.

On another note, I don't understand how normies are okay with doing the same thing every day. Personally, if I had to do that, I would literally go insane or something. I'm already bored, and I'm not even doing anything. I can't imagine having to go to the same job every day for the rest of your life….that sounds so dreadfully boring

I do I hate waking up! I pray every night not to wake up in the morning, but then the question comes to surface; do we even have God? I'm tired of all this. I keep changing my mind about methods I guess I'm just scared! Today I'm at work talking to patients and helping them as if I'm happy or something!!? I'm sooo fake at work. Doing the same routine while not happy is a disaster and it's killing me but I'm not dead
 
Kevin_Logan

Kevin_Logan

Member
Nov 17, 2021
36
Nowadays I am better mentally, so I only struggle to wake up because I am a bit lazy, but back when I was very depressed, staying awake was too painful for me
 

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