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xmissellax

xmissellax

Need My Peace
Feb 25, 2024
113
YES! Every day I wake up I immediately want to die. It's awful. I also feel like I'm in a never ending loop. It's like a living hell being in my brain. It just needs to rest, but once I wake up, there it goes again… just stop already! lol
 
strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
368
Before I got my neurological illness, I loved every day, I got so many hobbies and interesting things to do, business, traveling, but now I hate morning, i can't do anything I loved to do, i just want to fall a slip and newer woke up.
 
Votrex

Votrex

Member
Feb 4, 2024
6
Yes, I lucid dream pretty often so my dreams feel amazing and when I'm forced to wake up, I feel a surge of sadness wash over me, as I know that nothing in that dream will ever happen in my life.
I've told some of my friends about this and most say they are jealous of my lucid dreaming...
I don't know how to explain to them how painful it is to be so happy in a dream and wake up in a world were you cannot have that happiness.
 

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