Do you think this would be enough?

[Xotic]

So i've attempted suicide before with 9+ bars of xanax, 20-50mg etizolam(unknown dosage), 3+ beers and ended up severely unconscious in the hospital and then attempted to hang myself in jail in a blackout. I actually enjoyed it the entire time because it felt like i wasn't there. Instead now i want to try 75mg olanzapine, 13mg klonopin, 25g of phenibut and 6+ 4.5% beers, all obtained legally. I've heard phenibut + alcohol can be a dangerous combo alone. I was just curious about your opinions on if you guys think that would do it for good, it's a tough call though. If this won't kill me then i will have access to some phenobarbital in the future. Either way i'm still going for it, not really even depressed, just tired i guess. Thanks

 

[Qbert]

You will likely black out and come to with a nasty hangover.

 

[Xotic]

Thanks for your input. Well let's just say i'm doing this for science and research then. I am going to take all 141 pills, or attempt to at least and i'm going to alert a family member at some point after i take the phenibut since it takes 3 hours to kick in. I'd prefer to die in the hospital than them discovering me in my own vomit in the scenario that i die. If you don't hear back from me, then my combo worked pretty good ;)

 

[k75]

This sounds like an awful idea. Overdoses are bad methods in general, and you're especially unlikely to die if you alert someone and go to the hospital. You could cause permanent damage to your body, though. Liver damage is a real danger.

I'm very concerned, because I don't think it sounds like you really want to die. And if that's the case, it's an even worse plan. I understand feeling tired and burned out on life. But there are other ways to help with that.

I know ultimately you're going to do what you want, but maybe things don't have to come to this? If you'd like to talk about things more, you'll find a lot of help and support here. At the very least, you can always die later. Death can't be undone, so it shouldn't be treated lightly.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Thanks for your input. Well let's just say i'm doing this for science and research then. I am going to take all 141 pills, or attempt to at least and i'm going to alert a family member at some point after i take the phenibut since it takes 3 hours to kick in. I'd prefer to die in the hospital than them discovering me in my own vomit in the scenario that i die. If you don't hear back from me, then my combo worked pretty good ;)

I hope you don't go through with this as it sounds a terrible idea.

You'll wake up in hospital feeling so poorly!

 

[Xotic]

Thanks for the input all, really appreciate it. I guess i've decided against it (for now) and rescheduled an appointment with my old counselor and psych doc.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Thanks for the input all, really appreciate it. I guess i've decided against it (for now) and rescheduled an appointment with my old counselor and psych doc.

I'm so glad x

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

I'm so glad you decided not to!!