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Birdie

Birdie

Member
Sep 19, 2020
82
I'd rather not suffer. The hospitals here are overrun and I rather go quickly and on my own terms. I'd also feel like a burden on the system and the doctors if I got sick enough with COVID
No, not a burden... it wouldn't be your fault.
 
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stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,731
I had it and sadly it did nothing except giving me those normal flu symptoms plus I couldn't taste stuff for another week. Sometimes I also still feel exhausted (maybe that's just me by default though).

I wasn't scared anything bad was going to happen while having it for some reason (actually I'm an extreme hypochonder) and would have been fine with dying (as I welcome death anyways).
 
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lostmyhope

Member
Dec 28, 2020
42
It seems like a horrible death, but at least it is a passive way to die. You don't have to do anything once you've caught it. Based on my good health unfortunately I don't think it would be fatal for me, but I would absolutely not go to the hospital for treatment just in case it could progress to being lethal.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
No. I already had it, unfortunately. The symptoms were extremely unpleasant, but I never felt as though I would die from it. I'd definitely like to avoid catching it again, though
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
No. But I'm still going to wear masks for other people's sake (and mostly to cover as much of my face as possible, thank god.)
No. I already had it, unfortunately. The symptoms were extremely unpleasant, but I never felt as though I would die from it. I'd definitely like to avoid catching it again, though
I believe I had it too, right before it blew up in the news (or it might have before and I just wasn't paying attention.)
So at the time I thought it was some version of the flu with an awful cough, lasted over two weeks.
I'm surprised my deteriorating body didn't succumb further to it. I guess I am used to feeling mentally and physically miserable and just unwell, overall. I'm used to being uncomfortable. So I'm not going to make a fuss over a temporary illness, I probably wouldn't, even if I was more certain it was covid at the time.
I avoid the hospital at all costs and I hate doctor appointments that aren't necessary, even the ones that are for my situation, are very draining.
Susceptible people have a right to be concerned (and the rest of us have to be cautious for their sake) but I think some others have taken this opportunity to display hypochondriac tendencies.
Personally, I really could not afford to add another thing to my list to complain or worry about. I've noticed a social media phenomenon of people acting like some authoritative voice of moral good-doers regarding precautionary measures, and then those very same people end up putting others at risk.
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,155
I hear ARDS, if you develop it, can suffocate you like a fish out of water so no, thank you. Not to mention the exorbitant hospital charges should you be intubated or put on a ventilator. Most patients get away with little to no symptoms, but as we know, bad luck doesn't discriminate. All the more so if you're on immunosuppressive drugs. Unless hospitals revise their policies on mercy killing, a slow and painful death by Coronavirus disease is not how I want to go.
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
Oh I would welcome death by covid.
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

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Jul 23, 2020
928
I'm not as much scared of death by COVID than I am of the possibility of surviving a serious case of it. People who got it worse but survived tend to get out of it full of sequels that impacts them afterwards and requires intensive treatment and phisiotherapy. I'd rather suffer but die than suffer, survive and keep suffering.
 
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ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

Wizard
Jan 22, 2021
622
Nope I would welcome it. If it's a choice between dying from it or surviving it
 
Zhontafly

Zhontafly

Student
Jul 16, 2020
182
No. I fear suffering and permanent damage by covid and not dying.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I do. I think it's a terrible way to die, even if you're suicidal. I don't want to die like this, so sometimes I get really desperate and start thinking about CTB before COVID gets me. I'm young, but overweight, so I fear it can kill me... I believe everyone should have a death as comfortable as possible, it should be a right... it's so sad to live in this world; we are meaningless to the universe... if there was a God, we wouldn't go through so many horrible things and many young people wouldn't lose their lives to a virus. I hope there's something better waiting for all of us in afterlife. At the same time, if there's nothing, it's okay too... all suffering is gone once we die, then. But it seems so unfair... existence, and then, non existence. What are we suffering for
I wish it existed but it's a giant scam from everything I've learned. So don't worry u won't be dying from that. The vaccine though. I won't even go into that u have to do your research.
 
TSCursor

TSCursor

Member
May 18, 2020
33
i had covid, i didnt suffer, i just felt very very tired and coughing a lot, i spent days sleeping and sleeping
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
If I got covid it would just give me a greater excuse to drink my SN quicker but I wouldn't want to die from it directly. Fuck that.
 
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lugerepair

I don't like life
Oct 15, 2020
165
Yeah I'm pretty terrified of catching covid. I hear some people lose their sense of smell and taste. That would suck big time. And if it was more severe I'd have to see doctors and nurses and I kinda hate most doctors and nurses. I've had bad experiences with these people. I try to avoid them at all costs. And dying of it sounds awful. Drowning in your own lungs? Being intubated? In a hospital? Yeah. No thanks. If I have to die I'd rather it be on my own terms.
 
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x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
Is it really that terrible? I know it wildly varies in how badly it affects people, but it seems less nasty than most of the common suicide methods. I caught it last april and felt no particular way about it even though I got really sick for two weeks.
Of course it's "that terrible."
OK, you tested positive for covid last April and you were "really sick for two weeks." But you weren't in Intensive Care, struggling for every breath, intubated, and then learning how to walk again after spending three + weeks in bed.
"... less nasty than most of the common suicide methods."??? Oh do me a favour - and you claim to be of above average intelligence...!? :O
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
It would not matter to me maybe better than suffering from years of life
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
337
The resulting death by covid that could possibly end the pain of living I feel would be a blessing tbh. What I'm more afraid of is the physical suffering I could feel if infected by the disease, the guilt in possibly infecting others, & the possible complications I could acquire if I survive the sickness
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
I've had COVID a few months ago. I was kinda hoping it would get severe and kill me. But I only had mild symptoms.

If things get really bad, they put you in a coma and you won't feel a thing. So no, I'm not worried about it.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Of course it's "that terrible."
OK, you tested positive for covid last April and you were "really sick for two weeks." But you weren't in Intensive Care, struggling for every breath, intubated, and then learning how to walk again after spending three + weeks in bed.
"... less nasty than most of the common suicide methods."??? Oh do me a favour - and you claim to be of above average intelligence...!? :O
You describe surviving covid, not dying by it, and what you describe is nowhere near as bad as surviving after getting cut in half by a train or blowing your face off with a gun. So I don't really understand your point at all. In fact, it felt like my (supposedly) above average intelligence shrunk down to a little pea when reading your post.
 
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andy69

Experienced
May 23, 2019
292
I took the first dose of the vaccine. Mostly because I don't want to infect others.
 
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confused-gemini

confused-gemini

Member
Jan 7, 2021
48
No I don't fear it, kind of hoping it happens but I know it won't. Honestly it's so tragic to see people that actually have a future and don't want to die dying from Covid, while I have no future and want to die, if I could I would take their place.
 
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x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
You describe surviving covid, not dying by it, and what you describe is nowhere near as bad as surviving after getting cut in half by a train or blowing your face off with a gun. So I don't really understand your point at all. In fact, it felt like my (supposedly) above average intelligence shrunk down to a little pea when reading your post.
The only difference between surviving covid and dying by covid, is that the patient doesn't have to learn to walk again, so I don't really understand YOUR point either.
Also, the people who survive a suicide attempt know the risks if they survive, whereas covid survivors were just busy getting on with their lives when covid came along and floored them.
Surely you can't make comparisons...
 
Birdie

Birdie

Member
Sep 19, 2020
82
The only difference between surviving covid and dying by covid, is that the patient doesn't have to learn to walk again
It depends a lot on how the disease affected the body. Many people have to learn how to breathe and eat again, due to intubation, and leave the hospital in a wheelchair.
I wish it existed but it's a giant scam from everything I've learned. So don't worry u won't be dying from that. The vaccine though. I won't even go into that u have to do your research.
No, it's not. I personally know many doctors and nurses and they aren't lying.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
It depends a lot on how the disease affected the body. Many people have to learn how to breathe and eat again, due to intubation, and leave the hospital in a wheelchair.

No, it's not. I personally know many doctors and nurses and they aren't lying.
Sign up for brandnewtube and u will see a ton of censored information about the tests, the vaccine, and other goals of why they are doing this. Bitchute is also good to help educate about the plandemic. There are many people within the system who keep this lie going because they don't want to lose their job. Many people are willing to go along to get along and there's plenty of people working in these fields who have low empathy which makes them not care that much if they harm someone. Don't think because someone is a doctor or nurse that somehow this makes them a saint far from it. Hospitals were getting 39,000 per patient that they intubate. So there was strong incentives to put people on ventilators which then killed them. They got an additional 13,000 to label a death as Covid. With incentives like this doesn't it make u wonder a little bit if something is not right?
 
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Amber1974!!

Amber1974!!

Member
Sep 2, 2020
19
No, I don't fear death by Covid, or death by any other fatal disease for that matter. I would welcome it actually because then I wouldn't have to take matters into my own hands. My family would mourn me, but at least they wouldn't be left devastated by my suicide. What I fear even more than death is living the rest of my life in certain misery.
Yep, this.
 
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D11FER

Lost and Lonely
May 23, 2020
140
I'd welcome it ! At least that way my death could explained easier to my children.
 
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sullen-girl1

sullen-girl1

Member
Jan 29, 2021
14
I'm not scared of dying from it, but I am scared of contracting and/or being the reason others die from it.
 
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Blue Rose

Blue Rose

Student
Feb 6, 2021
156
I don't fear at all. However, I never would like to cause my family, other people any harm.
 
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Last chance

Specialist
Feb 6, 2021
346
If you get it bad enough that its fatal you will be in a coma for weeks before you eventually die so the death part is nothing to be scared of.
Getting to the point where they put you on a ventilator or surviving after being in a coma for weeks/months would not be fun.
 
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sorella santini

sorella santini

Member
Jan 19, 2021
87
It would be neither quick nor painless so I think I'd choose taking my own life over dying of severe COVID. But I don't fear it at all. Was exposed and had super mild symptoms.
 
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