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carfemtanyl

carfemtanyl

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Nov 18, 2025
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I came across this ash wiki entry: https://archive.is/e0eLe
so I did some research and it looks like diphenhydramine has a toxicity comparable to TCAs.
If we take the conservative amitriptyline dose on the Farewell Wiki as a starting point, we would need to acquire 8g of diphenhydramine. (I've seen reports of 3g already causing heart issues but I would take 8g just to be sure.)

Now, 8g in 50mg tablets works out to 160 tablets, which sounds a lot at first, but you have to consider that diphenhydramine hydrochloride is very soluble in water with 1g/ml so you can just crush up the tablets, put some water on it, filter the stuff and drink the remaining liquid.

A diphenhydramine overdose is pretty unpleasant if you're awake because you'll meet the hatman but that's where the 300mg of diazepam come in so you won't be awake to meet him.

Idk what are your thoughts on this? I might try it the next time I'll try to kill myself and use KN if it fails.
 

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