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windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
The user Readytoendit has asked me to share that he's left us last night using sodium nitrite. We messaged through it.

He was able to message till about 14 minutes in. He had a slight headache and some nausea after 3 minutes (no anti-emetic). At 13-14 minutes he reported that he was not in any great deal of pain, and that he felt oddly peaceful about his decision.

800g Tagamet / Advil / 20g sodium nitrite.

He wanted to share his age - 22 - and his two favorite songs.





I may shortly be following in his footsteps (sodium nitrite).
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
Thanks for sharing. I'm grateful to him also for giving us details and being being brave enough to go through with it. I think I will have a very similar setup to him.
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
I didn't know the user but RIP to him.
 
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요한나

요한나

Member
Sep 22, 2018
14
I express my deepest condolences to the deceased.
Thanks to Readytoendit and windingdown for sharing information
Readytoendit did not eat antiemetics? As far as I know, advil is an Ibuprofen ingredient and is known as a pain reliever that causes gastrointestinal disorders. I've heard that Tylenol's acetaminophen ingredient does not have gastrointestinal problems.
I'm thinking of eating Tylenol.
 
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JazzyWolfWhistle

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
347
How painful was it? Please forgive for asking but I'd like to know.
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
How painful was it? Please forgive for asking but I'd like to know.
He was able to message till about 14 minutes in. He had a slight headache and some nausea after 3 minutes (no anti-emetic). At 13-14 minutes he reported that he was not in any great deal of pain, and that he felt oddly peaceful about his decision.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
I feel a bit heartbroken every time I hear of a death on here, but there are so many things that can make life not worth it, thanks @windingdown for sharing ,I'm glad @Readytoendit did not suffer to much.
 
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TehArgentum

TehArgentum

Member
Sep 3, 2018
25
He might have suffered quite a lot after he stopped responding though. Inorganic salts don't seem as a painless way to go according to many case reports.
 
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Shay

Experienced
Aug 31, 2018
277
He might have suffered quite a lot after he stopped responding though. Inorganic salts don't seem as a painless way to go according to many case reports.
True. We will never know. He may have went unconscious. Could have called 911 and in the hospital or could have become filled with pain and couldn't respond
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
He might have suffered quite a lot after he stopped responding though. Inorganic salts don't seem as a painless way to go according to many case reports.
Aye but he also might not have. Idk about other salts but sn works in a similar mechanism to carbon monoxide except through ingestion rather than inhalation.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Case reports like ncbi are nearly useless in trying to determine the peacefulness of a method, never is there any mention of pain or distress, it's metHB level and meds given and whether the patient lived, case reports are largely for med. Personnel instruction on what to do to save a person's life.
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
Good luck to you, windingdown. I hope you find the most peaceful outcome possible.

I'm glad you could be there for him and I will try the songs. Thanks for sharing the information.
 
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Shay

Experienced
Aug 31, 2018
277
I last heard from winding down at 12 eastern. She wanted everyone to know if we didn't hear from her that she was gone. I tried to PM her after and there was no response.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
I hope all find the peace they're seeking.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
I last heard from winding down at 12 eastern. She wanted everyone to know if we didn't hear from her that she was gone. I tried to PM her after and there was no response.
Hope she's finally at peace.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
Rip to both of them
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Peace to them both.
 
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onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
I hope that both of them prepared properly, had nothing go wrong, went painlessly, and suffer no more.
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
Damn 20g? Is that what people usually take bc the PPH says 3g is lethal
 
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