CTB this week (April 4 to 8)

[bad luck]

Well, it's time for me to go. My self-destructive romp with alcohol only makes things worse. I've lost too much and I don't have the strength to go on. This is not a bye thread, this is just a thread to spend the last few moments here.

My method is SN.

I have SN from 2020 that says it expires in 2024. It's caked.

I have :
-alprazolam 1mg
-diazepam 5mg
-zolpidem 10 mg
-Nolotil.
-Paracetamol 1gr.
-Atenolol 50mg
-Amalgate.

I will be taking alprazolam 1 gmg every 8 hours to control anxiety.

I have no antiemetics. Although I may get Dimenhydrinate

I'm going to do it in a hotel. I guess 8 hours will be enough. I am looking for soundproof hotels.

I hope not to fail against possible vomiting.

My regimen:

8 to 12 hours of fasting

1 hora antes de beber SN	2x Nolotil 575mg
45 minutos antes de beber SN	2x1mg alprazolam. 1dramamine.
30 minutos antes de beber SN	2x amalgate 500
	2x bebida SN 25gm /50ml water

 

[lostmylove]

Think you're going to need antiemetics just to be sure

 

[fastlife]

safe travel

im can give you a link for domperidone but you need to wait 15days for ctb than

 

[bad luck]

I'd like to get them, but now I'll settle for dramamamine. I also don't have much time right now to shop online.

safe travel

im can give you a link for domperidone but you need to wait 15days for ctb than

Thank you very much, but I don't want to wait any longer. It will probably be April 5 or 6. I have to settle some issues first. but this week for sure

 

[fastlife]

I'd like to get them, but now I'll settle for dramamamine. I also don't have much time right now to shop online.

Thank you very much, but I don't want to wait any longer. It will probably be April 5 or 6. I have to settle some issues first. but this week for sure

oh okay if you change your mind you know where to find me

and remember you can always call for help or change your mind

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Think you're going to need antiemetics just to be sure

You say this, and sure it probably lowers the chance of vomiting by a fair amount, but it is the hardest part.
Way harder to get than SN. I literally faked frequent vomiting and nauesa and couldn't even get it lol.

 

[bad luck]

You say this, and sure it probably lowers the chance of vomiting by a fair amount, but it is the hardest part.
Way harder to get than SN. I literally faked frequent vomiting and nauesa and couldn't even get it lol.

Me too. I hope I don't throw up too much but I'll have backup cups

 

[TheWood]

I read your discussion on Offtopic and I'm sorry. You seem to be desperately asking for a reason to stay alive. Whatever your final decision will be respected

 

[lostmylove]

You say this, and sure it probably lowers the chance of vomiting by a fair amount, but it is the hardest part.
Way harder to get than SN. I literally faked frequent vomiting and nauesa and couldn't even get it lol.

Yes you're probably right I am going with N and hoping I can hold it down as I don't think it's really needed .

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Yes you're probably right I am going with N and hoping I can hold it down as I don't think it's really needed .

Same, as I don't think N has much vomiting risk at all since it isn't a poison (idk the details haha). But if I am forced to take SN for whatever reason, I will have some backup glasses. Should be able to get enough down even with vomiting.

Me too. I hope I don't throw up too much but I'll have backup cups

Yeah the backup cups should be enough. I wish you peace.

 

[ineedtoctb]

safe travel

im can give you a link for domperidone but you need to wait 15days for ctb than

Would you mind sharing the link with me as well?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this. I understand that this life can be unbearable when you are so tired of everything. I hope you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens.

 

[bad luck]

CTB is suspended until the end of April, for family reasons. I will notify you of a new date within this month.