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jesse

jesse

perpetually overwhelmed
Sep 18, 2019
83
1 - miserable, angry, useless; and it's my fault
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,397
7. I didn't sleep well. I have to leave my house in a week so I'll be a 0 that day. I'll enjoy my 7 for today.
 
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Death_of_a_Phynixx

Death_of_a_Phynixx

09/22/90-2022
Jan 31, 2022
84
I feel so good, so wonderful, so loved! I haven't felt emotional peace like this in eons! 1-10? I am at infinity!
 
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Rabhen

Rabhen

Isolated Loner
Dec 17, 2021
147
Feel free to rate how you're doing from 1-10 and/or give few sentences. Either one is fine too. Try to avoid responding as this is meant to be more of a vent thread. Reactions are welcomed.
4 when I got on here tonight, 5 after a few minutes, felt like I could be there for someone on here, gave them a truth about me and contact stopped, someone else poured acid on a trigger point of mine and I reacted poorly, always get bad physical reactions when I feel I am being attacked, now, just feeling about a 3 and ready to get off of here, seems I cannot be a help because of who I am, story of my life, time to work on methods
 
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Josh007

Josh007

🤓
Nov 30, 2020
139
2 Suddenly everything's going wrong. I've reach out to a so called advocate, got turned down in one of the cruelest ways possible. I know they probably have a lot on their plate. Everyone says they'll be different should someone ask em for help but they all fail when the time comes, when I come.
 
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cryptid

cryptid

Member
Jul 10, 2021
28
3 for the most of the day, but now I'm at 1-ish.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
918
1 - Intrusive Thoughts, Robbed of peace of mind, Had all my feelings and disabilities invalidated.

I wonder if I did right to postpone.
 
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Gordy99

Student
Jan 7, 2022
143
I'm a 7 today. Not sure where the day went but I actually feel ok.
 
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Heavenly Pup

Heavenly Pup

Reincarnated
Sep 18, 2021
430
3-4
 
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neverend

Member
Jan 28, 2022
8
4/10
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,397
5. I'm really sleepy and my anxiety has just been up up up. I woke up in pure fear. My mind is scared. I'm working on this trauma every day.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,319
7 - I don't understand myself. I feel strange like I am a different person. I can't recognize what is going on
 
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cryptid

cryptid

Member
Jul 10, 2021
28
A little improvement from yesterday, today has been a 4.
But right now I'm at 1-2. I really miss talking with her.
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,147
2-3
 
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Unicornsrnot4dislife

Not meant for this world…….
Nov 12, 2021
128
I would say a 4. Putting on my fake face but I'm dying on the inside
 
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thisismyusername

thisismyusername

Member
Mar 1, 2020
33
3/10
Can't seem to get out of a cycle in my mind. I'm noticing it hurts a lot of the people I love around me. Which puts me back. Harsh and evil repetition.
 
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cryptid

cryptid

Member
Jul 10, 2021
28
Today I feel better, just went shopping at the mall with my roommate.
4.5/10, but I can't stop thinking of her. I really hope she's okay.
 
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Pallf

I'm tired
May 27, 2018
356
I'm a 5 right now. Dad finds new ways to pick at me and that brings me down. I have therapy later today so that may push it up a few points.
 
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Mixo

Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
773
At a solid 2 today. Depressed as shit and realizing I don't have tolerance for b.s.
 
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drivingaround

drivingaround

Member
Feb 27, 2020
41
3 or 4. My dips have become more intense over the past few weeks. Just this total lethargy and dead feeling inside.
 
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us_1999

us_1999

Fragments of myself
Feb 1, 2021
51
Around 3. Can't read, can't focus, don't feel like doing anything. Blank inside, numb about my surrounding. Anxious about being a failure, pulling off my hair because of anxiety. Viewing ss in a KFC.
 
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Slaanesh

Slaanesh

Memento mori
Oct 23, 2019
51
2. All it takes is one tiny thing going wrong and that's my whole day gone, since I'll just obsess over it forever.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,319
1
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
539
3, stuck in the house and kinda hating life atm
 
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whywere

Visionary
Jun 26, 2020
2,705
I feel so good, so wonderful, so loved! I haven't felt emotional peace like this in eons! 1-10? I am at infinity!
HI! I am so very happy for you! Your post really brightened my day so much. It is so awesome to see a fellow friend having a fantastic day/time!

You rock! Keep it up!

Sending you lots of hugs and beautiful sunny skies to make it even better!

Walter
3, stuck in the house and kinda hating life atm
HI! I live in the upper Midwest of the U.S., and it is the dead of winter right now, where it is, oh WOW, it is above 0F today!! I am also stuck in a house because of the temps and having chronic 24/7 pain the cold drives the pain up the wall, so you and me are like family on this.

I send you lots of hugs, warm sunny weather, and the knowledge that you are awesome, kind and so loved.

Take good care of yourself my great friend.

Walter
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
I'm thinking I'm at a 6 today. I am soooo ready for the warm weather and for the snow to go away!
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,397
I actually love the winter. Plus the chilly weather helps withmy inflammation.

I'm an 8. I got to turn my heat on! We had it so low for 2 months until a new gas contract kicked in for half the rate.
 
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