cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
I actually love the winter. Plus the chilly weather helps withmy inflammation.

I'm an 8. I got to turn my heat on! We had it so low for 2 months until a new gas contract kicked in for half the rate.
I think I have a love/hate relationship lol That's definitely a plus, inflammation issues are terrible.

Nice! I bet it feels so cozy now. šŸ˜„
 
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FailureGirl

FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
Jul 5, 2021
133
Maybe a 4 I'm not sure today Im conflicted and my feelings are confused.
 
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Josh007

Josh007

The number zero is feeling lonely...
Nov 30, 2020
188
3 Idk what I'm doing anymore. I can't enjoy anything.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
3. I'm really anxious because I have to leave my house tomorrow and whenever I step outside I instantly want to die.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,382
Still feeling dizzy and bad. I can't go to walk because I fear I'd probably faint there on the street. I'm also feeling an odd sensation on my stomach, the same kind of feeling I get when I have an allergy reaction to nickel.

I hope I get well soon.
 
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Cherry Crumpet

Cherry Crumpet

Hiraeth
May 7, 2018
271
3 - I feel like I ruined my life and any chance of any of my dreams coming true.
 
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edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
1 - I should just die right now
1 - I should just die right now
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
4
 
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medjooled11

medjooled11

Define or be defined.
Aug 13, 2021
121
3; I must try harder.
 
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Karik892

Karik892

Member
Feb 12, 2022
24
3/10
It could be lower but since I should see the doctor tomorrow, I get some (little) hope to feel better
 
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Treeline589

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
234
1
 
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cryptid

cryptid

Member
Jul 10, 2021
28
7.5
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
9/10.

Someday I'll be 10/10, even outside, laughing at this life. Then I'll end it once and for all.
 
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inthewoods

inthewoods

Member
Dec 27, 2021
6
2 - keep thinking about updating my will today and the night night method. I don't want it to fail
 
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cryptid

cryptid

Member
Jul 10, 2021
28
Last night was a 10. I've never felt happier in my entire life.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
5
 
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Angi

Specialist
Jan 4, 2022
305
4
I had to talk to people. Felt judged. Probably just my head, though.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
846
2 - I feel horrible & I can't seem to formulate my thoughts into words.
 
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KydenHassin

New Member
Feb 16, 2022
3
I don't even know anymore - Im somtimes feeling like a 3 and other days 6 - but nothing ever changes, I live the same life, doing the same thins with the same people. I guess thats just who I am, somedays im Okay and other days i just dont want to be here.
 
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jesse

jesse

perpetually overwhelmed
Sep 18, 2019
83
1 - I am sisyphus; Outlook bleak
 
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rainbowrays

New Member
Apr 24, 2021
4
Hello. My first time posting. Well, I cried today because it seems like I'll never die. I'm tired of men and their d^*+ pics and sexually harassing me for sex. Then the women just tell me to pray that I'm crazy and need Jesus. It's like everybody hate me but they want my money and use me for sex. I'm tired of suffering. I just had 2 brain surgeries and I'm pissed that I survived both. Well.. I just have the ideations today. No plan. Just cried. I'm tired of living. I just don't want to be here no more. There's no cure for what I have and I'm tired of asking for help and only getting sex offers and prayers in return. šŸ˜… if I had the strength to slit my throat and wrists I would. But I'm stuck here because I have 2 sons. I hate my life with a passion. And I'll never die. I'll outlive roaches šŸŖ³ in a global nuclear blastā€¦ā€¦
 
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Gordy99

Student
Jan 7, 2022
143
8. I needed some change today.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,382
0/10. I wish this day never existed. I want to live my own life created by me. I want to do things that make me happy and live in a world that makes me happy.
 
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Ringo

Ringo

Rabbits on the Moon
Dec 3, 2020
1,699
3, I don't even feel like playing or reading, my mind isn't up to it right now. I want to vomit.
 
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cryptid

cryptid

Member
Jul 10, 2021
28
Yesterday was a 4.
I'm really concerned about her and I hope she's in a safe place now. Other than that, it was my roommate's birthday, we celebrated it by going to a restaurant and eating some pasta.
 
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ennuied

ennuied

Member
Jan 11, 2022
9
Something like a 6.5. I've been fighting the urge to stockpile drugs for ctb... Got a decent work gig going though so I think I'm gonna keep sticking it out until the point of exhaustion. Just gotta keep my mother in mind...
 
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