Check- In How are you feeling 1-10?

[Mixo]

I'm about a 5 which is one point up from the last few days where I stayed at a 3-4. Quitting my job and realizing I'm doomed to undignified levels of wage slavery has really tanked me emotionally. If I hadn't been so broke recently, I probably would have gotten blackout drunk repeatedly.

 

[Manaaja]

-infinity/infinity, absolutely awful, thanks narcissitic relatives who do your utmost to ruin my physical, mental and spiritual health. I hope I don't have to deal with your shit anymore.

 

[clown]

Maybe a 5 or 6. Not too bad right now actually.

 

[Josh007]

5 Hoping to land a job soon.

 

[Luchs]

4
Done with the world, but apathetic.

 

[FailureGirl]

2-3 this week's gone from things being normal while feeling depressed and suicidal to things also being extra crappy

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Probably a 2. I feel very low. I'm experiencing horrible anhedonia. I can't enjoy anything. There are things I want, people I want to be with. But it's always out of reach or the feelings aren't mutual. It makes me not want to interact with anyone since I won't be hurt. It's horrible.

 

[whatevs]

2.5

 

[Foresight]

9/10

 

[Sherri]

Today a 5 I would say. Trying to tamper with some meds…. :(

 

[Sinai Silence]

3/10 yesterday sucked ass but I've got this weekend to look forward too.

 

[seaweaves]

3 to 4.

So many things I need to do and commitments to meet, but such an especially blunted affect today with neither willpower nor mitochondria left.

 

[Blahblahbloop]

Fresh out of the psych ward for suicidal thoughts/plans, so I'm right around a 1.5. I went to go stay with my family for a few weeks, and I'm guessing it might become a long term thing. The flight there I was reading but crying and tonight I'm pretty sure I'll get dehydrated from crying.

 

[TheBestUsernameEver]

7/8

 

[Toonloon]

1

 

[Arot]

3 right now
Today I cried less than yesterday so I guess thats something good.

 

[Hirokami]

5 - I'm glad that certain situations aren't a threat anymore, though the way they were resolved makes me feel like a selfish bastard who doesn't deserve forgiveness.

 

[neitherherenorthere]

3? Maybe? I'm so dissociated right now I can't even tell.

 

[needed_]

I'm definitely lower than 1. If I would have everything already I'd ctb

 

[Mixo]

I think I'm about a 6 today. Last week it was more like a 3 because of financial issues and blaming myself harshly over it. I feel like I have a bit more patience about it now, but I might be self-deluded. Who knows. I was going to binge on alcohol this week, but now that I've got cash in my hands, the urge has passed. I suppose I'll save it for the next crisis.

 

[Crazy4u]

2. feeling so down today. I am tired of spending my time and energy on useless errands and basic survival needs. I need to focus on ctb

 

[LivideLamb]

3. Very tired today, didn't feel like doing anything. Still managed to clean up the house a little and went to a local thrift store late afternoon.

 

[Mixo]

5.

Finally gave in and got piss drunk tonight. Wasn't worth the ill feeling afterwards, at all. Guess alcohol is just not my drug of choice.

 

[Angi]

3 - feeling soooo lonely today. I do try to talk to people, sometimes, but they cannot seem to hear me. I wonder what is wrong with me. Other people do seem to be heard.

 

[Sherri]

Sunday again, 6

 

[TheBestUsernameEver]

8

 

[medjooled11]

I'd rate today a 7/10 due to unusual amounts of optimism and present awareness.

 

[Josh007]

1 Idk how I even cope anymore, it all takes so much energy

 

[jesse]

3 - My good habbits became too hard to continue. Too tired and depressed to keep it up. My daily gym routine has been on hold. I havn't completly stopped eating healthy, but strugling as it requires getting fresh food daily.

I've started feeling afraid to leave my home again. My social anxiety is higher and I've started isolating again. Thinking about suicide again and feeling very bad about my future and the state of the world.

On the positive side my energy is slightly better than yesterday because I did nothing today. I am also attempting to at least remain social online, and I am continuing being able to interact online, which is progress compared to last year.

Don't know how long this low will last or if this is the end of my forward progress entirely. It's all so tiring.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Recovered from a 1 a few days back. 7 down to 1-3 like a bungy cord, is the norm.