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BioT3ch

BioT3ch

Member
Sep 19, 2026
15
To be honest, I really envy countries where you can buy firearms or street drugs—you have better opportunities than we do to commit suicide painlessly. Because of my medical condition, I can get prescriptions for tramadol, compound dihydrocodeine, and large quantities of lorazepam. However, I'm not sure how likely it is that this will put me into a rapid coma, since a tramadol overdose can very likely lead to 5-HT syndrome, which causes seizures—yet I can't prescribe higher-strength medications.

I'm planning to use:
40 x 100 mg Tramal
120 mg lorazepam
100 mg dihydrocodeine
10mg Ondansetron
4mg Alprazolam
1g SN capsule

Pregabalin(if it is helpful)

To those familiar with drugs and medications, is this plan reliable? Has anyone tried this before? It would be terrible if I were resuscitated—I only have one chance.
Thanks for your reply
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

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Apr 4, 2026
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I'm sorry you're in this position.

If you read the thread I'm linking, it will tell you about lethal dosage for the medication you have.


Your plan is not good. If you only have one chance, I would bet that this wouldn't kill you.
 
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BioT3ch

BioT3ch

Member
Sep 19, 2026
15
I'm sorry you're in this position.

If you read the thread I'm linking, it will tell you about lethal dosage for the medication you have.


Your plan is not good. If you only have one chance, I would bet that this wouldn't kill you.
This data sounds unreliable; many people in China who die from drug overdoses may have actually taken less than the dosages listed in this table. The risk of death is high primarily when multiple drugs are used in combination. I'm thinking that taking 100 mg of methadone might help—since I have no opioid tolerance, it would effectively lower my blood oxygen saturation.
 
BioT3ch

BioT3ch

Member
Sep 19, 2026
15
Why not do 25g of SN and have higher chance to CTB
SN and its associated gastrointestinal reactions trigger intense nausea and vomiting; many people report regretting taking it, as the gag reflex is linked to the brain's fear-of-death response. Since this reaction stems from physical damage to the mucous membranes, standard anti-emetics are ineffective and the distress remains severe; consequently, I use SN solely as an adjunct agent to lower blood oxygen saturation.many people tried to use SN capsule to reduce risk.
 
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babyneo1

Experienced
Apr 23, 2026
207
SN and its associated gastrointestinal reactions trigger intense nausea and vomiting; many people report regretting taking it, as the gag reflex is linked to the brain's fear-of-death response. Since this reaction stems from physical damage to the mucous membranes, standard anti-emetics are ineffective and the distress remains severe; consequently, I use SN solely as an adjunct agent to lower blood oxygen saturation.many people tried to use SN capsule to reduce risk.
What about metoclopramide
 
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BioT3ch

BioT3ch

Member
Sep 19, 2026
15
If you intend to use SN, medications such as metoclopramide, ondansetron, and cimetidine might help alleviate the suffering. You may need to use some ingenuity to persuade a doctor to prescribe them; while these drugs are easily accessible in my country, I still do not consider SN to be a method that involves minimal suffering.



What about metoclopramide
What about metoclopramide
Taking a small amount of a benzodiazepine alongside other painkillers (ideally opioids) can help reduce feelings of fear and headache.
 
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babyneo1

Experienced
Apr 23, 2026
207
If you intend to use SN, medications such as metoclopramide, ondansetron, and cimetidine might help alleviate the suffering. You may need to use some ingenuity to persuade a doctor to prescribe them; while these drugs are easily accessible in my country, I still do not consider SN to be a method that involves minimal suffering.





Taking a small amount of a benzodiazepine alongside other painkillers (ideally opioids) can help reduce feelings of fear and headache.
You consider SN a lot of suffering? Why is that
 
BioT3ch

BioT3ch

Member
Sep 19, 2026
15
Because a large number of transgender individuals in China have used SN for suicide—to the point where a "suicide culture" has emerged around it—the substance has been classified in China as a dangerous, controlled item. According to reports on Twitter, ingesting an SN solution causes severe nausea and retching; the substance's salty, bitter taste and irritating nature trigger violent vomiting, leading many to regret their decision. This process can last up to 30 minutes, and if more than 25g is ingested, the nausea intensifies—along with the fear of death—due to the body's physiological response.
You consider SN a lot of suffering? Why is that
 
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babyneo1

Experienced
Apr 23, 2026
207
Because a large number of transgender individuals in China have used SN for suicide—to the point where a "suicide culture" has emerged around it—the substance has been classified in China as a dangerous, controlled item. According to reports on Twitter, ingesting an SN solution causes severe nausea and retching; the substance's salty, bitter taste and irritating nature trigger violent vomiting, leading many to regret their decision. This process can last up to 30 minutes, and if more than 25g is ingested, the nausea intensifies—along with the fear of death—due to the body's physiological response.
It's my method and I want it to work well, I don't have access to other methods I think, at least hanging isn't available for me
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Because a large number of transgender individuals in China have used SN for suicide—to the point where a "suicide culture" has emerged around it—the substance has been classified in China as a dangerous, controlled item. According to reports on Twitter, ingesting an SN solution causes severe nausea and retching; the substance's salty, bitter taste and irritating nature trigger violent vomiting, leading many to regret their decision. This process can last up to 30 minutes, and if more than 25g is ingested, the nausea intensifies—along with the fear of death—due to the body's physiological response.
Any tips to make it less suffering for me? As I understand you lose consciousness in 10 minutes
 
BioT3ch

BioT3ch

Member
Sep 19, 2026
15
It's my method and I want it to work well, I don't have access to other methods I think, at least hanging isn't available for me
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Any tips to make it less suffering for me? As I understand you lose consciousness in 10 minutes
Death should be a unique experience,Shooting oneself in the mouth is the best method; it brings an instantaneous end. If you only have SN, it will also ensure death, but please be sure to prepare anti-nausea and sedative medications, as this can greatly alleviate fear.Please refer to the SN dosages in other posts and adjust the ratio according to your body weight.
It's my method and I want it to work well, I don't have access to other methods I think, at least hanging isn't available for me
An

Any tips to make it less suffering for me? As I understand you lose consciousness in 10 minutes
Death should be a unique experience,Shooting oneself in the mouth is the best method; it brings an instantaneous end. If you only have SN, it will also ensure death, but please be sure to prepare anti-nausea and sedative medications, as this can greatly alleviate fear.
Death should be a unique experience,Shooting oneself in the mouth is the best method; it brings an instantaneous end. If you only have SN, it will also ensure death, but please be sure to prepare anti-nausea and sedative medications, as this can greatly alleviate fear.Please refer to the SN dosages in other posts and adjust the ratio according to your body weight.
This image provides a detailed record of the reaction after ingesting SN. Many people paint an overly idealized picture of SN; it is absolutely impossible to slip into a coma within 10 minutes, because one remains conscious of sensations.Sodium nitrite causes respiratory distress and can lead to physical pain, but I find the nausea to be the most unbearable part. Because of a chronic illness, I constantly cough up blood, so I know just how terrifying that sensation is. If I were in the US or Europe, I would shoot myself or use a high dose of narcotics; those methods involve far less suffering than sodium nitrite.
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

unintentionally offensive
Apr 4, 2026
820
This data sounds unreliable; many people in China who die from drug overdoses may have actually taken less than the dosages listed in this table. The risk of death is high primarily when multiple drugs are used in combination. I'm thinking that taking 100 mg of methadone might help—since I have no opioid tolerance, it would effectively lower my blood oxygen saturation.
Why does the data sound unreliable?

Yes, it's definitely possible to kill yourself with less, and a poly drug OD is more lethal than just taking one kind of medication. There's no way to calculate how much of each drug you should take to kill yourself, though.

Obviously you can do whatever you want, but I don't understand how taking the meds you have at the same time will kill you. If you truly have one chance, this is not a good way to use that chance.

I'm sorry you're having to figure this out.
 
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babyneo1

Experienced
Apr 23, 2026
207
Can I dm you about SN?
Why does the data sound unreliable?

Yes, it's definitely possible to kill yourself with less, and a poly drug OD is more lethal than just taking one kind of medication. There's no way to calculate how much of each drug you should take to kill yourself, though.

Obviously you can do whatever you want, but I don't understand how taking the meds you have at the same time will kill you. If you truly have one chance, this is not a good way to use that chance.

I'm sorry you're having to figure this out.
 
kipper

kipper

Member
Mar 11, 2023
94
Because a large number of transgender individuals in China have used SN for suicide—to the point where a "suicide culture" has emerged around it—the substance has been classified in China as a dangerous, controlled item. According to reports on Twitter, ingesting an SN solution causes severe nausea and retching; the substance's salty, bitter taste and irritating nature trigger violent vomiting, leading many to regret their decision. This process can last up to 30 minutes, and if more than 25g is ingested, the nausea intensifies—along with the fear of death—due to the body's physiological response.
An OD has the same sort of risk. I'm not sure there is any method that doesn't have some sort of unpleasant side effect, the body fighting to stay alive is not a pretty process.
 
BioT3ch

BioT3ch

Member
Sep 19, 2026
15
Any

Any OTC medication can help to make SN journey peaceful?
almost none, you could try guiding the doctor to prescribe it for you. In my country, seemingly harmless medicineare really easy to get on local hospital.You can try putting SN into enteric-coated capsules
 
komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
102
Every drug OD Ive experienced caused some degree of vomiting.. even drinking too much alcohol makes me violently puke. I don't think it's reasonable to expect not to vomit from an overdose or poison attempt but maybe I'm wrong about this. I would expect to vomit from taking the amount of pills you listed.
 
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