Anyone one else want to be killed?

[Noel]

I've wanted to go piss people off in the dangerous parts of a city I live near... Or be around where a lot of shootings happen. With the hope that I may be killed. That sits a bit easier with me than suicide honestly.

 

[strained03]

There has been some terrorist attacks where I live so I just wish I would get killed in it instead of carrying the responsabilty to do it myself.

 

[Fenrirsend]

Not gonna lie I've thought about trying to find some one to do it.....seems riskier then just doing it yourself honestly

 

[Sha70]

The thoughts have crossed my mind before. I remember once when I was younger, I purposedly went to a bar really late at night. Parked my car far away and walked for a long time til I got to my destination. I was hoping I would get killed along the way or someone rob or rape me and then kill me. Never happened.

 

[Sha70]

But you could always go to the middle east where ISIS hates you and wants to behead you, but that is a very painful, brutal way to die though.

 

[AngeloftheMorning]

I have fantasized about it before, too, and even put myself in situations where I thought I could be murdered or killed - never seemed to pan out. Where are the psycho serial killers when you need them?

 

[Jerryman]

I have fantasized about it before, too, and even put myself in situations where I thought I could be murdered or killed - never seemed to pan out. Where are the psycho serial killers when you need them?

I know, why won't my psycho ex kill me now I want her too

 

[AngeloftheMorning]

I know, why won't my psycho ex kill me now I want her too

Hah, I so get that feeling. My latest romantic fling said to me once, "If there was ever someone in this world I'd want to kill me, it'd be you." They were suicidal too but it did scare me when it was said. Now I get it. Oh, also - love your avatar pic :) hehe

 

[Flashman72au]

I want to physically be killed by someone, willingly. I'm talking physical pain, even regretting it in the moment, the whole nine yards. It's become a craving of mine to be killed. Anyone else able to relate? I feel very alone with this headspace .

Hanging is a real turn on for many males - you should try and hook up with a hangman

 

[FadedMemory]

Well my ideal way to go would be a sacrifice for someone I love but no one cares about me and due to abuse my cold dead heart can't feel a thing anymore so... ._.

 

[LoverofDeath]

Maybe I would want the pain too but I just want someone to shoot me in the head since it is apparently 99.0% lethal

 

[Definitelyworried]

I want to die in my sleep painlessly, unexpectedly.

 

[Lrdhlpme]

Kinda wish I was robed and stabbed I the process then due in hospital so they can use my organs to help someone with a better life than me

 

[lv-gras]

I want to physically be killed by someone, willingly. I'm talking physical pain, even regretting it in the moment, the whole nine yards. It's become a craving of mine to be killed. Anyone else able to relate? I feel very alone with this headspace .

Yes, have sometimes wanted this.

 

[Blowba]

The only time I would want to be murder if it is a 100% guarantee one shot to the head but anything that isn't that I wouldn't. I want to be the one in control of my death I only want to be the person who makes myself suffer a painful death to inflict the pain that in which I only know what I deserve.

 

[Deleted member 847]

Nice fantasy, but it's never gonna happen.

 

[ge0rge]

end me daddy

 

[shadow11]

I want to die in my sleep painlessly, unexpectedly.

Me too

 

[Definitelyworried]

Me too

I was praying it would happen tonight.
I can't go to sleep cause of my anxiety, and I have to go to my minimum wage job tomorrow to cover for someone.
I'm crying inside.