Anybody paranoid that somebody might find u on this and sound the alarm?

[Clover]

Comatose11 Australia

 

[DF90]

I worry a lot lately if I'm being honest.

 

[Bandzbandz]

I worry a lot lately if I'm being honest.

It makes me angry that we have to worry about what other people think when we have reached a point of such desperation and anguish. When on Earth, do as the Earthlings do I guess

 

[ion900]

Not at all. No one would care if they did see me on here.
I told my mental health worker I'd ordered N and she said 'okay'
The hospital says it's your choice if you want to die go ahead. So I'm not worried at all. The only reason I told her and plan to tell many professionals right before I go is because I want the system changed for people who actually want/need help - the preventable suicides. If it's on record that I've told them and they've ignored it there will be an investigation- that's how it works were I am. Not to get them into trouble but to hopefully make them realise that they need to change.

I think you should eliminate the risk of getting tortured in a psych ward.

 

[TAW122]

I live with roommates so I oftenly have to browse in the privacy of my bedroom and more often than not, when most of them are away or when it's late at night (when they are sleeping). I cannot afford to drop any hints to anyone close to me IRL about my plans as that would jeopardize all my efforts and my only ultimate escape from this torturous existence.

 

[Clover]

ion900 - that's already happened and they now refuse to have me back - because they cannot keep me safe. (There words)

 

[Lee]

No, people closest to me already know about my issues. Even if somehow the worst came to the worst and I ended up in a mental hospital, all I'd have to do is lie and say I wasn't feeling suicidal anymore and they'd send me home pretty quickly. The terrible state of the mental health services is useful for me at least.

 

[Anthony]

I slightly worry lol!

Yes.
As simple as that, yes.

 

[solacely]

I actually got caught on here by my mom the other week. She saw the SS headline when she walked by and I didn't realize she was behind me. It wasn't much of a surprise though because my parents already know that I'm suicidal. She did tell my therapist but she didn't really care thankfully so whatever. Gotta be more careful.

 

[Lost]

I keep my mouth shut and just smile ( it's hard) and act like nothing is going on

 

[Duqu]

I signed up with an email I had made 2 minutes earlier (and no longer remember login or password lol hopefully I won't need it!), use a VPN, use a browser I never use for the most part on incognito mode, haven't listed anything more than my general location on my profile, and no one knows my name. I feel fairly confident. When I DO CTB I'll wipe everything (including my computer) so there's no link back here I wouldn't want you guys shut down or anything... (how long has this place been around and HOW??).

 

[Sidestep]

I used to go on this site while sitting in the therapist's office waiting to be called for my appointment until I realized that probably wasn't the best idea P:

 

[Ssname]

I used to go on this site while sitting in the therapist's office waiting to be called for my appointment until I realized that probably wasn't the best idea P:

I do that too. Just make sure I am looking over my shoulders

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

Unless you have helicopter parents/partner, or you're in a hospital, chances are you're fine. I guess if you're paranoid, chrome incognito and VPN would help. In my case, nobody gives a shit about me enough to care if I CTB.

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

I signed up with an email I had made 2 minutes earlier (and no longer remember login or password lol hopefully I won't need it!), use a VPN, use a browser I never use for the most part on incognito mode, haven't listed anything more than my general location on my profile, and no one knows my name. I feel fairly confident. When I DO CTB I'll wipe everything (including my computer) so there's no link back here I wouldn't want you guys shut down or anything... (how long has this place been around and HOW??).

Since March. They use offshore server. It's in the FAQ.

 

[and 10 others]

not the slightest. i'm going to ctb i prefer to have it easy, chill and relax in my last days/weeks/months. i don't want to be anxious now that i'm going to die. i try not to be suspicious IRL.

this is NOT a terrorist site where people make bomb. some here are even afraid of hurting others. it's not worth to go after us. unless those risky posts that were deleted.

 

[midastic]

A little bit, I access my account only when I am on TOR. It would take someone in real to find out I am accessing this site or someone with hacking skills of the FBI/NSA to figure out what my IP address is (unless I've disclosed a lot about myself but as far as I'm concerned, I haven't) and even if they did figure out my IP address, they would have subpoena the ISP for my true identity.

 

[Aragon]

I don't care, and I don't think anyone else does either. It's really none of their business, but sometimes people like to make it their business. If you are known to the mental heath services, then it might be taken seriously if someone tells on you. I don't know, I've never really trusted anyone with my personal problems and I like to keep it that way.

 

[Ella Disenchanted]

People definitely care and will make it very difficult for you. They all think psych wards are a portal to christ

This made me smile.. it's so true. Normal people don't realise how shitty those places can be.