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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I slightly worry lol!
 
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pride and prejudeath

pride and prejudeath

Pride
Jul 27, 2018
13
Yeah! I take precautions just in case. I only browse it when I'm alone, using incognito mode, and just to be safe I use an email account that isn't my main one.

As confident as I am with my decisions, I don't really want anyone to know about my suicidal escapades. I just worry that when I go to school, it isn't blocked my dorm wifi or something.
 
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Vincent Moraes

Vincent Moraes

Member
Jul 20, 2018
66
I dont have much to Care about. My mom is right behind me while i type this message and I know she cant understand anything bc she doesnt know english.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
No one cares lol
 
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Mecha Man

Experienced
Jul 16, 2018
230
My Ex girlfriend, who is still friends with me, saw me on this site when she came over and blabbed about it to my brother. It caused all kinds of problems (for me).
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
647
same @ the person saying their parents don't know English. they might get the logo, but not much else.
 
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Jon86

Jon86

Specialist
Apr 9, 2018
369
Everyone who cares already knows my suicidal intent and have for years. It wouldn't matter, although i'd prefer they wouldn't see my posts here.
 
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CJM

Experienced
Jul 13, 2018
246
No... although I probably should have used a different name rather than my initials haha
 
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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
My Ex girlfriend, who is still friends with me, saw me on this site when she came over and blabbed about it to my brother. It caused all kinds of problems (for me).

What problems did it cause if you don't mind me asking?
 
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dwimplepeen213

Member
Jun 26, 2018
37
Everyone who cares already knows my suicidal intent and have for years. It wouldn't matter, although i'd prefer they wouldn't see my posts here.

Me too, it definitely won't be a shock to anyone who knows me well enough to care when I do exit so knowing about me on this site is pretty irrelevant for me but also I'd prefer my posts were left unseen.
 
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Mecha Man

Experienced
Jul 16, 2018
230
What problems did it cause if you don't mind me asking?

It's a really long story; a big chain of events. If you want the super short version, I just made a post about it the other day. My brother didn't tell me at first, but later he told me that the reason he came to me in the first place was because my ex texted him that I was looking up suicide methods on here.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-so-angry-right-now.2024/
 
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harakiri-enthusiast

harakiri-enthusiast

Member
Jul 20, 2018
8
I'm constantly paranoid but then again i doubt anyone would care that much.
 
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Samuel

Samuel

Wise
Apr 25, 2018
243
I thought maybe everyone on this site was a cop or something trying to get evidence against me.
 
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Cyanide

Cyanide

It's muffin time!!!
Apr 13, 2018
43
I keep a VPN (ProtonVPN) always on on my phone and use tor (Orbot) on top of it, then I use incognito mode. I guess I'm kinda paranoid. I use this site at late night when everyone else in my house is asleep.
 
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borntooslow

borntooslow

Member
Jun 29, 2018
43
Any time when I feel so bad that can make an attempt right now, first thing I do before turning my PC off - clean the browser history (including logins, passwords, etc).
If you're talking about finding me here when I'm still alive - sure anyboody that I know won't do it because they even doesn't know english
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
I'm not paranoid but if someone who knows me tends to find his/her way in here and see my profile picture, then I'll be fucked. Big time. Perhaps everybody in the house will send me to be locked up in prison. That's their threat to me by the way if I ever attempt to hurt myself (which I did and they didn't notice it) or anything.
 
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Freesan

Student
Jul 3, 2018
101
I'm not paranoid but if someone who knows me tends to find his/her way in here and see my profile picture, then I'll be fucked. Big time. Perhaps everybody in the house will send me to be locked up in prison. That's their threat to me by the way if I ever attempt to hurt myself (which I did and they didn't notice it) or anything.
In that case why not choose a different profile picture?
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
In that case why not choose a different profile picture?

I don't know why either. But I can't change it nor find something that "clicks" to me for me to change it.
 
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Freesan

Student
Jul 3, 2018
101
I don't know why either. But I can't change it nor find something that "clicks" to me for me to change it.
Or just go with the default ones or pick something that doesnt click or clicks less?
That way you wont have to worry about the people in your house recognising your profile picture.
 
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Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
Or just go with the default ones or pick something that doesnt click or clicks less?
That way you wont have to worry about the people in your house recognising your profile picture.

oh, the worry is not directed to them but to a few who have seen this same picture on social media. But I doubt it highly that they will be here because they are all pro-lifers. How do I put it, they enjoy their lives already to even bother looking for sites like this.

Thanks for the tips though.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,043
I thought maybe everyone on this site was a cop or something trying to get evidence against me.


I'm paranoid about authorities being on here as well. :(
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
841
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Peekaf

Peekaf

Dem Bones
Jul 8, 2018
35
Anyone that matters to me knows I surf this forum. I might as well already be dead.
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
647
you need to spice up your profiles if you're paranoid. fake names, genders, ages, countries. stay safe ; )

we're talking some very distasteful, traumatic shit here, might as well shield the normies from it, I say,
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
No, if they want to discover me I don't care, if they want make me taking therapy then I'll break their faces. I don't use safe methods for entering here, no incognito mode, no deleting the browsing history, no VPN, nothing. I simply don't care, and anyway nobody will give a fuck about me.
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
I am a little paranoid, like if the ISP notices the use of the site, alerting the bill payer or maybe even the police. It doesn't keep me up at night but I do still wonder. Currently use duck duck go web browser and now proton VPN. Should so the job.
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
647
aren't we all the billpayers?
 
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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
234
I dont have much to Care about. My mom is right behind me while i type this message and I know she cant understand anything bc she doesnt know english.

lmfao same
 
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