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zebaafreen56

Angle_ beats
Oct 10, 2019
7
Han ati hai Hindi.


What happened actually?
Pata nhi but mujhe ab lagta hai ye sab matlab ki duniya h or yaha matlab ke hi log rahete hai
Mera koi kaam nhi h yaha..
Mujhe lagta h sab ko mere hone se prblm hai..
Or hum nhi chate ki mere wajah se kissi ko bhi takleef ho..
Khud ke liye hum marna chate hai
 
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mr parkinson

Member
Oct 11, 2019
22
you wont feel a thing ,a few years ago I accidentaly fell off an extension ladder onto hard concrete its just such a massive shock to your system that youll be dead before it registers in your brain . I think its a very painless way to go. like all methods its the build up to actually doing it , but get a high enough building and a hard landing and you cant fail . the few seconds of falling are frightening . if I choose this way to go I intend to run off the edge and shout Geronimo or maybe just f--k you . just make sure its a hard landing and no people about we don't want to hurt anyody else and dont forget it can be a bit messy .
 
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hypo666

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Jun 3, 2019
57
My biggest fear isnt how much it might hurt but surviving and ending up dependent on medical staff/care workers and basically waiting maybe years to die. As an abuse survior that would be my worst nightmare. As right now despite everything I can defend myself physically from others. I would be putting myself in an even more vunerable position. Jumping is the only method I have seriously considered and even went to beachy head one day when I thought I was going to prison.Even from beachy head... it's possible to survive it, people have jumped and lived, maybe be not to the bottom but they have landed on a rocky ledge and broken bones. You hear about cases in ww2, that even when people jumped out of planes and the parachute malfunctrioned a few have lived because they landed on trees covered in snow. It's very rare but it happens.
I almost died in an accident in a canoe when I was 14 or so. I almost drowned when the handle on my spray deck snapped off after I capsized. It took a while for anyone to notice as I was partially covered by a jetty. Initally I panicked and managed for a little while to half roll the canoe and got some air before going under the water again. Eventually I got weaker and could no hold my breath anymore, water filled my lungs and I panicked initally but then a feeling of calmness. Everything went golden and I went unconcious very briefly. I was spotted and apparently everyone around went apeshit. and the canoe was lifted up and I was pulled out. I woke up lying on the beach with lots of people around me and I coughed and vomitted all the water up. But I wonder if you get that feeling of calmness again, initally there was terror but then it changed to calmness.
 
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John Smith

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you wont feel a thing ,a few years ago I accidentaly fell off an extension ladder onto hard concrete its just such a massive shock to your system that youll be dead before it registers in your brain . I think its a very painless way to go. like all methods its the build up to actually doing it , but get a high enough building and a hard landing and you cant fail . the few seconds of falling are frightening . if I choose this way to go I intend to run off the edge and shout Geronimo or maybe just f--k you . just make sure its a hard landing and no people about we don't want to hurt anyody else and dont forget it can be a bit messy .
Did you fall on your head and get knocked out?
Jumped off a 15 meter bridge
First I just got knocked out cold, no pain.
When I woke up it was hard to move, and then the pain hit me. It was like, pain all over my body, everywhere. Legs, arms, chest, everywhere. I squirmed on the bed and begged for something to take the pain away. I couldnt walk for about 5 days to a week, and even when I regained the ability to walk I had a permanent limp because my leg stretched funny when I jumped. So to this day I have problems walking and sometimes pain when for example Ive been sitting in my room and not walking a lot for a long time or when the weather changes. Sometimes I wake up and I cant stand on my legs because they are completely numb and need to wait a few minutes before I get up.
That was the most painful thing Ive done to kill myself tbh, not even having my stomach pumped while still consiocus was as bad :/
What position did you hit in? Did you land on your head?
If you are going to jump, jump into water with a bunch of weights chained on you. Drowning. Irreversible unless some lifeguard saves you. Jumping from a building/front of a train is too risky. I know a guy that survived jumping from the 4th floor, and is on a wheelchair with a speech problem.
Did he land head first? How much pain did he feel after hitting?
 
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mr parkinson

Member
Oct 11, 2019
22
Did you fall on your head and get knocked out?

What position did you hit in? Did you land on your head?

Did he land head first? How much pain did he feel after hitting?
sorry for late reply , I landed on my side it was about 10 yrs ago my shoulder still still hurts , if you do it right theres no feeling of pain its over too quick but if you don't then prob pain for the rest of your life . I don't think I was unconscious just like a massive explosion bang done over . that's how it was for me .
sorry for late reply , I landed on my side it was about 10 yrs ago my shoulder still still hurts , if you do it right theres no feeling of pain its over too quick but if you don't then prob pain for the rest of your life . I don't think I was unconscious just like a massive explosion bang done over . that's how it was for me .
if the fall had killed me I wouldn't have felt any pain but it didn't and as I said it was an accident .
 
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toomuchgrief

a grieving mother
Sep 15, 2019
401
sorry for late reply , I landed on my side it was about 10 yrs ago my shoulder still still hurts , if you do it right theres no feeling of pain its over too quick but if you don't then prob pain for the rest of your life . I don't think I was unconscious just like a massive explosion bang done over . that's how it was for me .

Mr. Parkinson, may I ask, about your fall and you survived, how high was it?

I plan to jump a 1,000 feet
Here is the pic of the place I want to jump, what are the chances of me survive if I succeed jump down there? Please pray for me, hope it be over quick for me, instead of me all broken bones and lay down there and not dead and conscious enough to feel all the pain before I die of lost of blood (how ever long that would take).

Any tips on how can I land head first in this bridge jump? I don't know if I'm able to stir my body head first once I free fall down.

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mr parkinson

Member
Oct 11, 2019
22
Mr. Parkinson, may I ask, about your fall and you survived, how high was it?

I plan to jump a 1,000 feet
Here is the pic of the place I want to jump, what are the chances of me survive if I succeed jump down there? Please pray for me, hope it be over quick for me, instead of me all broken bones and lay down there and not dead and conscious enough to feel all the pain before I die of lost of blood (how ever long that would take).

Any tips on how can I land head first in this bridge jump? I don't know if I'm able to stir my body head first once I free fall down.

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hy I don't think you need to worry about surviving that fall and how you land wont matter either . my fall was only about 18ft did a lot of damage to my shoulder , hope everything works out ok for you , I will pray for you .
 
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N00SE_MAN1A

Member
Dec 10, 2018
34
This website can calculate free fall based on weight and height. It will tell you how long your fall will be and speed of impact.

www.angio.net/personal/climb/speed.html

You will always have a chance of survival so higher is better. Like you would have ti overdo it as in skyscraper height. Because if you survive it would be even worse.
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
I too have to jump out and die. I want to feel my death.The freedom I never felt in my life, I want to feel that freedom when I die
Hopefully if it is high enough you won't feel a thing the adrenaline will kick in then the impact will cause instant passing
 

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