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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Please, let us know if you're still with us.

Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace.

I'm sorry life has been unfair to you.

Hugs,

Matt
 
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SweetDreams500

SweetDreams500

Narcissistic gay NEETcel
Apr 4, 2021
234
I got up to get my sweater and getting up made me more nauseous I guess
Not taking another dose I hope this one works also throwing up SN is fucking horrible
don't get up. lay on your side and stay there. good luck.
 
it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
RIP friend. I hope you will find eternal peace.
 
Grave

Grave

tired
Mar 5, 2021
66
Go well man if it works, I'm sorry it came to this.
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
Please, let us know if you're still with us.

Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace.

I'm sorry life has been unfair to you.

Hugs,

Matt
I think unless he was saved, he won't be with us. I hope he is at peace now.

He had vomiting, a high heart rate and said it tasted bad but otherwise didn't say any other symptoms.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
Safe travels, mate... Reading your replies here broke my heart..

See you on the flip side.. x
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
Wish there was a better way!
There is - N.

Apart from increased heart rate, being sick and a very salty liquid (N tastes worse apparently), there wasn't a mention of other symptoms. I'm sure if it was painful, he would have said.
 
peacetoall

peacetoall

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May 24, 2019
94
May whatever comes next give you the rest you so desired
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

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Feb 2, 2019
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There is - N.

Apart from increased heart rate, being sick and a very salty liquid (N tastes worse apparently), there wasn't a mention of other symptoms. I'm sure if it was painful, he would have said.
The problem is than N still requires preparatory procedures, and I'd only ctb via N if I was lucky enough to do so via a service like Dignitas, who have doctors who know what they are doing.

There have been to many failed ctb attempts with both SN and N for me to feel confident enough to use without a doctor to oversee everything.

Potassium Cyanide (KCN) will definitely get the job done and it is simple as drinking a solution in water. The drawback is that many speculate that it may not be painless. But this method, combined something like jumping, or self inflicted gun shot wound will ensure a more speedy departure.
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
Rip
 
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nopointofliving

nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
Rest in peace my friend...wish you a peaceful journey
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
643
Potassium Cyanide (KCN) will definitely get the job done and it is simple as drinking a solution in water. The drawback is that many speculate that it may not be painless.
I'm scared to drink KCN. Is it going to be painless and quick death if I drink 20 g of KCN?
 
ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
I'm scared to drink KCN. Is it going to be painless and quick death if I drink 20 g of KCN?
Dereck humphries book Final Exit talks about how to take KCN, but also cites cases why it may not be painless.
 
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Horsey Brown Panda

Member
Apr 29, 2021
13
Rest in peace friend
 
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I want to end it

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Apr 29, 2018
475
The problem is than N still requires preparatory procedures, and I'd only ctb via N if I was lucky enough to do so via a service like Dignitas, who have doctors who know what they are doing.

There have been to many failed ctb attempts with both SN and N for me to feel confident enough to use without a doctor to oversee everything.

Potassium Cyanide (KCN) will definitely get the job done and it is simple as drinking a solution in water. The drawback is that many speculate that it may not be painless. But this method, combined something like jumping, or self inflicted gun shot wound will ensure a more speedy departure.
Many people ctb successfully on SS without needing doctors help. KCN sounds painful. It is up to you though.
 
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Xaxysh

Xaxysh

Member
Oct 28, 2020
99
Rest in peace, no one deserves to suffer so much it drives them to suicide.
 
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LifeQuitter2018

LifeQuitter2018

Wanderer
Aug 12, 2018
414
I'm scared to drink KCN. Is it going to be painless and quick death if I drink 20 g of KCN?

Nope. Cyanide is painful and I've heard that the gas form (HCN) kills you quicker than the salt form.
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
643
Nope. Cyanide is painful and I've heard that the gas form (HCN) kills you quicker than the salt form.
How to make HCN gas?

I read that mixing a few grams of KCN salts with HCL (Hydrocloric Acid) will produce highly poisonous HCN gas. Is this correct?
 
ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
Nope. Cyanide is painful and I've heard that the gas form (HCN) kills you quicker than the salt form.
I'm very inclined to agree that it is painful, this is why drinking KCN with a gun shot to the head with a pistol is probably the best combination.
 
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LifeQuitter2018

LifeQuitter2018

Wanderer
Aug 12, 2018
414
How to make HCN gas?

I read that mixing a few grams of KCN salts with HCL (Hydrocloric Acid) will produce highly poisonous HCN gas. Is this correct?

Technically you can do that. Also from this Reddit post someone suggests you can also produce HCN by burning dump of figure toys.

 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
May you rest in Peace.
 
it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
Please don't talk about other death methods on somebody's goodbye thread...
 
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oono

oono

Experienced
Aug 26, 2020
212
I wish you find the peace you seek, see you soon rip
 

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