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findingpeace08

findingpeace08

Member
Aug 6, 2026
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Update: 8 mins, he vomited badly as per him, he did take anti emetics tho
9-10 mins, Took the second solution

The call ended after he took his second solution.
I hope he finds peace ❤️
It was really nice talking with while he was here..
I dind't understand, is he confirmed dead? He ended the call or someone ended the call

God, so sad that we humans feel need to die, hope he finds peace wherever he is
 
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findingpeace08

findingpeace08

Member
Aug 6, 2026
40
@tokyobooi see that you are online, are you okay?
 
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IfFairiesWereReal

IfFairiesWereReal

Member
Apr 28, 2026
17
I dind't understand, is he confirmed dead? He ended the call or someone ended the call

He ended the call himself, I got a few msgs after as to how the vomiting is heavy like hangover vomiting, it can be hard, but to not give up..

He also mentioned that he could immediately feel the SN in his stomach as like quite discomfortable or chilly like, although the taste as per him was just salty. (This was during the call)

Unless he was caught in the next hour after that, he is probably not with us.


Nvmm he is online?, idk what happened
 
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am045

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Aug 4, 2026
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He ended the call himself, I got a few msgs after as to how the vomiting is heavy like hangover vomiting, it can be hard, but to not give up..

He also mentioned that he could immediately feel the SN in his stomach as like quite discomfortable or chilly like, although the taste as per him was just salty. (This was during the call)

Unless he was caught in the next hour after that, he is probably not with us.


Nvmm he is online?, idk what happened
Hey, any update on what happened?
 
IfFairiesWereReal

IfFairiesWereReal

Member
Apr 28, 2026
17
Hey, any update on what happened?
He survived, although how is unknown, he didn't got a ambulance or any help
 
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doomsday.

Member
Jun 25, 2026
55
He survived, although how is unknown, he didn't got a ambulance or any help
So, SN is not 100% sure for complete ctb? Or
It's depends on the body condition? Maybe he should emptied his stomach for the day. What do you guys think?
 
IfFairiesWereReal

IfFairiesWereReal

Member
Apr 28, 2026
17
Maybe he should emptied his stomach for the day
He said he only vomited a few drops after he took his second solution, so he did have enough sn in his system?, it was painful, but he didn't got blue nails, or any symptoms..
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,360
He survived, although how is unknown, he didn't got a ambulance or any help
If you survive downing two glasses of SN with little vomiting, the most probably reason for this is his SN was of low purity. Pure SN is very lethal.
So, SN is not 100% sure for complete ctb? Or
It's depends on the body condition? Maybe he should emptied his stomach for the day. What do you guys think?
It mostly depends on the purity of the SN and how much will it pass to the small intestine before the person ingesting it vomits it up.
 
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hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
85
Was it 6% curing salt or over 98% purity sn?

Now I see the importance of antiemetics.

I hope you're okay OP..
 
IfFairiesWereReal

IfFairiesWereReal

Member
Apr 28, 2026
17
Was it 6% curing salt or over 98% purity sn?

Now I see the importance of antiemetics.

I hope you're okay OP..
It was 97% pure, he didn't test it, but it was a reputable seller, so.. I also have it from the same source, and will do the testing sometime soon
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
2,201
It was 97% pure, he didn't test it, but it was a reputable seller, so.. I also have it from the same source, and will do the testing sometime soon
Wow. Let this be a lesson, people. Always test even it comes from a reputable source.
 
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Happydude

New Member
Aug 6, 2026
3
We are all going to miss you bro. You are so brave for this. Love you dawg and hope you pass peacefully.
 
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am045

Member
Aug 4, 2026
21
It was 97% pure, he didn't test it, but it was a reputable seller, so.. I also have it from the same source, and will do the testing sometime soon
Even I was planning to buy it from the same source. But on the sn thread is says it has be >98% purity. So I'm confused.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,360
Even I was planning to buy it from the same source. But on the sn thread is says it has be >98% purity. So I'm confused.
Maybe his SN was kept in a not air tightly sealed container and a big part of it got converted into sodium nitrAte.
 
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am045

Member
Aug 4, 2026
21
Maybe his SN was kept in a not air tightly sealed container and a big part of it got converted into sodium nitrAte.
I spoke with him. He did everything as per protocol. Everything was right. I'm still wondering why it didn't work, because I was going to do the exact same, and now have to re-think.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,360
I spoke with him. He did everything as per protocol. Everything was right. I'm still wondering why it didn't work, because I was going to do the exact same, and now have to re-think.
If you have bought your SN from the same source as him, you should definetly check the purity of it.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,201
We are all going to miss you bro. You are so brave for this. Love you dawg and hope you pass peacefully.
???
Um, nice sentiment, but maybe read the room before commenting? The attempt failed.
 
ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Chemicals are always going to be tricky.
 
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am045

Member
Aug 4, 2026
21
If you have bought your SN from the same source as him, you should definetly check the purity of it.
Yeah. This is important. Just wish I could tie a noose and go peacefully tbh.
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
280
I can't find meto in dark web. I've tried to look everywhere.
 
tokyoboo

tokyoboo

Member
Jul 24, 2026
61
Update: i followed the protocol, took 1 sn solution, after 2 min i vomitted like hell, like theres no big food things in my stomach all my intestine and vessels pushed upwards to my mouth, gotta say that vomitting was horrible, there would be feeling and taste of the sn which is very salty..after that began to swallow saliva .
Took 2nd sn solution, after 2 min i vomitted again but it's very little. Then after 3 min my stomach kept burning, that pain was so unbearable and i felt little anxious, I've called the ambulance service out of fear and couldn't cope with the pain, the ambulance guy said the ambulance is very very far away, i said no need for ambulance then. I prayed got to plss take me and i couldn't bear the pain, i thought to wake up my mom, but relaxed a bit and didn't tell her, after 5 min the pain reduced, not fully gone, i slept , thinking if this is the pain i have to go through then it's okay to bear this pain, i thought of why I'm doing this and stayed strong, then i tried to sleep and i slept and was shocked to know that i woke up after an hour and i don't have any symptoms like blue nails or something. But there's a discomfort in thr stomach, then i slept again, fee times in the night i would woke up and stomach feels wierd. I was shocked why the method didn't work for me, gotta say that the pain is there. Morning i had breakfast like usual and my stomach felt weird from like after breakfast.. at evening i drank 1 litre of soda hoping that my stomach could calm down , but I'm getting this sharp like pain in stomach.
I went to the doctor and told that I'm getting pain like this , i haven't told him about the sn, he gave me 3 type of tablets and 1 syrup.. if the pain continues ima go for scanning, after dinner my stomach feels okaish, due to the tablets I guess, also doctor told me to take liquid foods more .
Thank you for all your wishes ❤️..
If anyone know what happened to me, why i failed plss share your thoughts.. also what should i do about my stomach pain..
 
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whorror

It's Ok I Wouldn't Remember Me Either
May 27, 2025
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Update: i followed the protocol, took 1 sn solution, after 2 min i vomitted like hell, like theres no big food things in my stomach all my intestine and vessels pushed upwards to my mouth, gotta say that vomitting was horrible, there would be feeling and taste of the sn which is very salty..after that began to swallow saliva .
Took 2nd sn solution, after 2 min i vomitted again but it's very little. Then after 3 min my stomach kept burning, that pain was so unbearable and i felt little anxious, I've called the ambulance service out of fear and couldn't cope with the pain, the ambulance guy said the ambulance is very very far away, i said no need for ambulance then. I prayed got to plss take me and i couldn't bear the pain, i thought to wake up my mom, but relaxed a bit and didn't tell her, after 5 min the pain reduced, not fully gone, i slept , thinking if this is the pain i have to go through then it's okay to bear this pain, i thought of why I'm doing this and stayed strong, then i tried to sleep and i slept and was shocked to know that i woke up after an hour and i don't have any symptoms like blue nails or something. But there's a discomfort in thr stomach, then i slept again, fee times in the night i would woke up and stomach feels wierd. I was shocked why the method didn't work for me, gotta say that the pain is there. Morning i had breakfast like usual and my stomach felt weird from like after breakfast.. at evening i drank 1 litre of soda hoping that my stomach could calm down , but I'm getting this sharp like pain in stomach.
I went to the doctor and told that I'm getting pain like this , i haven't told him about the sn, he gave me 3 type of tablets and 1 syrup.. if the pain continues ima go for scanning, after dinner my stomach feels okaish, due to the tablets I guess, also doctor told me to take liquid foods more .
Thank you for all your wishes ❤️..
If anyone know what happened to me, why i failed plss share your thoughts.. also what should i do about my stomach pain..
Hi, OP. I'm glad that you are feeling okay.

Apologies if you already answer to this, but did you check the purity of the SN? Dis you keep in a air tight container?
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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I am so sorry for your suffering, get well soon 🫂:heart:
 
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tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
61
Hi, OP. I'm glad that you are feeling okay.

Apologies if you already answer to this, but did you check the purity of the SN? Dis you keep in a air tight container?
Yee I've checked the purity, it's 97 percent, its in air tight container and not opened too.
 
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BloodStainedAntlers

sic labitur aetas
Aug 2, 2026
26
safe travels & may you find your peace <3
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
379
Yee I've checked the purity, it's 97 percent, its in air tight container and not opened too.
you should be dead. there's gotta be a reason you're not.
 
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