Within two weeks ctb with SN

[kordonfb]

At now im gathering ingredients. My first thought was hanging. but due to some enviroment issues i cant do that.

The most easy one is getting SN. After that ill try to get meto recipe from my doctor. The only thing i considered that needed besides SN.

Ill update this thread when the time comes. document my messages with my doc, progress. And before ctb day, ill be writing hour by hour my actions.

Im determined for what i planned to do. But im a bit concerned about my some family members and friends. But in the end that changes nothing.

 

[Alexandra_]

I hope you can find the peace you desire

 

[kordonfb]

There is no good left in me. I hope so too.

 

[Macedonian1987]

If it's not too much trouble, acquire some benzos too. They will make the entire process a bit less traumatic and more peaceful. I will include them in my SN protocol.

 

[retstardeda$$hole]

If it's not too much trouble, acquire some benzos too. They will make the entire process a bit less traumatic and more peaceful. I will include them in my SN protocol.

How much do do you think I should take and when? Before or after? Guide says after and by crushing them and mixing them in water but i dont know if the taste will be good. I can handle saltiness. I will be taking alprazolam if thats relevant.