Method will mixing ketamine and metoprolol actually work

[boilingfishcakes]

Unfortunately my life is fallen apart beyond repair and I don't give enough of a fuck to fight against it. I'll spare the details as it's not important . kind of in the middle of yet another breakdown so if its not coherent sorry

I have 3500 mg of Ketamine tablets that I've saved up and I'm planning on combining it with all my gabapentin (like 3 grams) , my metoprolol (1g), and if I have any tramadol left , I'm just gonna take it all too. I have a blister pack of onestrodon to keep myself from puking .

Just want to know the likelihood of dying and if there's any better alternative. preferably quick-ish so nobody calls the ambulance on me.. AGAIN


my husband watches all of our transactions and he has usps informed delivery so I cant buy sn or a gun without him finding out plus he goes thru our mail anyway. i have a history of attempts and SH so he is very careful about making sure im not trying to ctb.

Thought about jumping off mapo bridge when I fly back to Korea to see his family but last tiem I was there , I saw they added suicide barriers.

If there are any decent methods lmk . cant do this anymore I gotta check out or im gonna be trapped in this cycle forever. I can't take this anymore . if my stupid fucking dad pulled out or if my last attmept actually worked none of this shit would have happened . this life is too fucked up i need to escape before I get even worse .

 

[cowlover1252]

Unfortunately my life is fallen apart beyond repair and I don't give enough of a fuck to fight against it. I'll spare the details as it's not important . kind of in the middle of yet another breakdown so if its not coherent sorry

I have 3500 mg of Ketamine tablets that I've saved up and I'm planning on combining it with all my gabapentin (like 3 grams) , my metoprolol (1g), and if I have any tramadol left , I'm just gonna take it all too. I have a blister pack of onestrodon to keep myself from puking .

Just want to know the likelihood of dying and if there's any better alternative. preferably quick-ish so nobody calls the ambulance on me.. AGAIN


my husband watches all of our transactions and he has usps informed delivery so I cant buy sn or a gun without him finding out plus he goes thru our mail anyway. i have a history of attempts and SH so he is very careful about making sure im not trying to ctb.

Thought about jumping off mapo bridge when I fly back to Korea to see his family but last tiem I was there , I saw they added suicide barriers.

If there are any decent methods lmk . cant do this anymore I gotta check out or im gonna be trapped in this cycle forever. I can't take this anymore . if my stupid fucking dad pulled out or if my last attmept actually worked none of this shit would have happened . this life is too fucked up i need to escape before I get even worse .

maybe see if you can rent a mailbox at your post office and get sn sent there.

 

[MatiSendiri]

Unfortunately my life is fallen apart beyond repair and I don't give enough of a fuck to fight against it. I'll spare the details as it's not important . kind of in the middle of yet another breakdown so if its not coherent sorry

I have 3500 mg of Ketamine tablets that I've saved up and I'm planning on combining it with all my gabapentin (like 3 grams) , my metoprolol (1g), and if I have any tramadol left , I'm just gonna take it all too. I have a blister pack of onestrodon to keep myself from puking .

Just want to know the likelihood of dying and if there's any better alternative. preferably quick-ish so nobody calls the ambulance on me.. AGAIN


my husband watches all of our transactions and he has usps informed delivery so I cant buy sn or a gun without him finding out plus he goes thru our mail anyway. i have a history of attempts and SH so he is very careful about making sure im not trying to ctb.

Thought about jumping off mapo bridge when I fly back to Korea to see his family but last tiem I was there , I saw they added suicide barriers.

If there are any decent methods lmk . cant do this anymore I gotta check out or im gonna be trapped in this cycle forever. I can't take this anymore . if my stupid fucking dad pulled out or if my last attmept actually worked none of this shit would have happened . this life is too fucked up i need to escape before I get even worse .

I'm gonna break it down for you
a. Ketamine has a LD50 about 4,2g for 70 kg human, or about 60 mg/kg.
b. Recorded cases of gabapentin suicide is predicted to be around 8.8 g for 121 kg woman, or around 73 mg/kg
c. Dosage for metoprolol is too low to be toxic.
d. I need information about your stock of tramadol.

Your best shot is going to be with ketamine, gabapentin, and tramadol, since all of them have interaction that can depress your central nervous system. If I can ask, which doses of tramadol do you have?