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Blank thoughts now when I think about previous things that contributed to my SI

Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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My head feels blank when I think of the following things:
-what will happen to my family
-what it will be like to be dead

I'm almost ready. The last thing keeping me here is the fear of the pain. I'm taking SN, I will probably fully read the doc of the experiences of people who survived taking it.

I also need to acquire everything for SN but I need to wait till my stupid family vacation is done in November.

I feel… so free right now. Can't wait to leave Earth.
 
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