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Suicide Discussion

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baller
Venting god is not there
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6
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866
howunfortunateforme
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lwovely
Venting im honestly weak and a loser
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5
Views
654
zekeyaeger
zekeyaeger
citrusfruit
starvation log/vsed attempt
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21
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2K
citrusfruit
citrusfruit
Praying 4 a Miracle
This suffering is crushing, but I'm determined to keep going! Anyone else feel similar? Respect either way.
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13
Views
887
JustAnx
J
SongToSayGoodbye
Should I find a partner for SN in UK?
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14
Views
919
willow115
willow115
princeeugeneofsavoy
How to ignore pain long enough to do it
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10
Views
869
princeeugeneofsavoy
princeeugeneofsavoy
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i think it was always going to go this way
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3
Views
700
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
Mors.Mors.Mors
Venting I sometimes forget how hard it is to CTB, and it scares me.
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1
Views
368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
passer-by
Venting Suffering is a way to salvation, not CTB (supposedly)
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0
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408
passer-by
passer-by
C
Another reason I've chosen hanging
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2
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1K
ctbsd24
C
DavideKals
I need to find SN in EGYPT
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6
Views
714
Maw
Maw
Felodese
Self-hypnosis to overcome SI?
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4
Views
537
Felodese
Felodese
D
Venting Just another statistic
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11
Views
795
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
timetosaygoodbye
  • Question
ctb resources in egypt?
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1
Views
458
Maw
Maw
justpathetic
Help Quick question
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1
Views
342
A Dream of a Dream
A Dream of a Dream
The Tablet
Venting ctb by bug spray?
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14
Views
824
The Tablet
The Tablet
F
SN in Egypt
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4
Views
620
Maw
Maw
B
Venting It doesn't get better
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1
Views
534
Maw
Maw
B
SN source
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1
Views
438
Maw
Maw
I
Why do I keep falling for it
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4
Views
442
SoulCage
SoulCage
D
Help Permanent brain damage from failed attempt?
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2
Views
839
Doctor_Autistic
D
TerriblySadDay
I will CTB but i keep seeing my self failing
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7
Views
512
nikkei
N
scarletrat
Venting im so tired
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6
Views
470
scarletrat
scarletrat
N
Damn cowardice
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3
Views
393
L'absent
L'absent
swankysoup
Acquiring antiemetics for the SN
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10
Views
889
rameshkrishna1976
R
H
Dmc packing
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0
Views
263
howunfortunateforme
H
Leyna
  • Question
Remaining questions
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2
Views
628
Plato'sCaveDweller
Plato'sCaveDweller
TiredofLife-Thanks
Just venting, my chest feels heavy
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1
Views
344
mrs.happybirthday
mrs.happybirthday
lv-nii
Venting A friend's visit
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0
Views
381
lv-nii
lv-nii
S
Story Ready to go this week
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4
Views
749
simplesimon93
S
D
Help Backup method for suicide
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0
Views
485
Doctor_Autistic
D
H
Dmc
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0
Views
302
howunfortunateforme
H
C
Carabiner instead of slipknot?
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0
Views
557
ctbsd24
C
NoPoint2Life
Is it anhedonia or something else?
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3
Views
701
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
S
Helium method?
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2
Views
2K
Unspoken7612
U
Maw
Help Is there a methods megathread?
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4
Views
1K
LunarLight
LunarLight
luvpup
Venting never tell
Replies
4
Views
650
hellworldprincess
hellworldprincess
AwakeTooLong
Discussion Do you find yourself constantly thinking about the past and how things could've been different?
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16
Views
697
Kali_Yuga13
Kali_Yuga13
sisyphean-nightmare
Venting I hate news articles about suicide
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4
Views
780
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
daisyrandone
it hurts to see others happy
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18
Views
1K
feeling_the_pull
feeling_the_pull
zekeyaeger
Venting SN, Antiemetics and Painkillers are here with me now. I just need to fast for the next day and it will be over.
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3
Views
385
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Hanging spots
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5
Views
941
nextstepdeath
N
W
Certain Music Being So Unbearable That I Want to Commit Suicide
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1
Views
398
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ondine0000ff
  • Poll
Should I quit before ctb?
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5
Views
603
Ondine0000ff
Ondine0000ff
needthebus
Exhausted Tired Unhappy Scared Weak
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1
Views
343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Venting I feel like I don't exist
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2
Views
368
dreamfyre
D
figcitylightscookie
Is anyone here from Jordan?
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0
Views
226
figcitylightscookie
figcitylightscookie
feeling_the_pull
Hi
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1
Views
348
AwakeTooLong
AwakeTooLong
Punpun Onodera
Venting Does anyone else get a sick feeling when thinking of being alive
Replies
10
Views
608
etherealspring
etherealspring
Spectre
I had a bad experience with 21 g of SN. Maybe just mega dosing a large amount will be best.
Replies
14
Views
2K
Nowhereinparticular
N
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