Venting Does anyone else get a sick feeling when thinking of being alive

[Punpun Onodera]

Whenever I just think about how I'm still living, I get a sick feeling in my stomach. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. I don't have a reason to keep living, yet I'm still here. Ik I'm still young but I really don't believe my life has a future. I'm sorry for the vent, I'm just so tired of living

 

[anopenwound]

Yeah, big time. Just thinking about what lies ahead makes me nauseous. I just wanna stay in bed until I sleep forever.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yes, I hate being alive. I want to be dead but unfortunately I can only achieve death by natural means. There is nothing beautiful about being alive. It's a curse

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

yes I can't stand this horror called life and this evil prison world

 

[lack]

i can't stand the idea that i have to be alive. i havent eaten properly in ... weeks. sick is almost an understatement. i'm practically debilitated

 

[depthss]

i hate it to it makes me feel sick, i know there was a time i was supposed to die and i didnt and it makes me feel terrible thinking about it

 

[LunarLight]

Yes, it leaves me only when I consume heroin or sleep.

 

[-Link-]

Whenever I just think about how I'm still living, I get a sick feeling in my stomach. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. I don't have a reason to keep living, yet I'm still here. Ik I'm still young but I really don't believe my life has a future. I'm sorry for the vent, I'm just so tired of living

I hear ya, my friend. I feel this too and just try to keep my focus on surviving one day to the next... I know it's a rough one when even my best distractions aren't helping...

Don't feel sorry about venting to us. Vent away as much as you need. We do understand.

 

[Leiot]

All the time.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, personally I always find it so dreadful to simply exist and I've always felt like that, for me just being conscious is a burden that only causes me to suffer and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence, I also just wish to fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep and never suffer again, in my case all I hope for is non-existence, I don't find it desirable to suffer in this existence and it really feels like I've suffered for so long.

 

[etherealspring]

i relate to this so much. i feel like im being trapped here against my will