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Suicide Discussion

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HighwayToHell
Scary thoughts
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5
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788
faust
faust
Trashcan
I finally got the gun
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8
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2K
HorribleFeelings1
HorribleFeelings1
itsmeagain
Solution for buying a couple more days...
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4
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696
itsmeagain
itsmeagain
C
Really need to stop arguing with anti-choicers
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4
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698
Broken Chimera
Broken Chimera
B
Just tired
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4
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1K
Thereisnothing
Thereisnothing
itsmeagain
Losing blood, is it peaceful or painful aside from the initial cut/injury?
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9
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1K
Ghost2211
G
Nem
Getting on darknet for supplies
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6
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1K
jgm63
J
foreveryoung
Method Heart Concussion
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11
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2K
k75
k75
nitrogen
To those who consider getting drunk and then drown as their method
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8
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964
needaplan
N
F
Situation turned grim lately :(
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34
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2K
Pan
P
U
Gelatin empty capsules for N
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14
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1K
calendulo
C
N
I can't stand another day putting on the fake mask
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44
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2K
Deleted member 1465
D
Terminally ill
SN Drink Question
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9
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1K
Terminally ill
Terminally ill
A
Help Giving Self a Terminal illness
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60
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7K
Xena87
Xena87
Daktalsnakal
Venting Im taking my first step to ctb
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1
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1K
throw.me.away
T
lucid
Venting Wishing for the day to CTB
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0
Views
466
lucid
lucid
E
Venting CTB possibly delayed due to coronavirus
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4
Views
903
TAW122
TAW122
K
Question about N
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4
Views
703
jgm63
J
V
My SN finally arrived! I'm shaking
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28
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2K
Querry1
Querry1
D
Question about Stan's recommended Antiemetics for SN - How much to take?
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25
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4K
jgm63
J
rolltheblunt
Should I pour hcl into lime sulfer or pour lime sulfer into hcl?
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7
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1K
jgm63
J
Busridin'26
Getting SN in Canada.
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1
Views
685
jgm63
J
NotGoneButNotHere
Method Meto finally arrived
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3
Views
882
OddOne
O
J
Buccastem / Prochlorperazine antiemetic notes
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1
Views
741
Shero
Shero
Ennuimortel
Discussion Hanging in a car, possible?
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18
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2K
BigBrotherGhost
BigBrotherGhost
kohaku
Venting i'm at my fucking limit
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4
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1K
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
A
Has anyone else completely withdrawn from everyone and the world?
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52
Views
3K
Exitforme
E
A
Is it still OK for me to use N?
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3
Views
929
calendulo
C
T
how to ctb in a hotel room?
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29
Views
3K
Mr.Nobody
Mr.Nobody
MsMaudlin
Help Time needed
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4
Views
706
goomsoom
G
A
Butalbital
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7
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2K
a_strange_day
A
R_N
Is false hope in hopeless situation part of the SI?
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12
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2K
ctbUniquectb
C
J
Looking for advice
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14
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1K
Terminally ill
Terminally ill
K
Discussion slaughter with scalpel
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25
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2K
heavyglow
H
Mr.Nobody
SN Method - Please Advice -
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3
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2K
Mr.Nobody
Mr.Nobody
A
Allergic reaction will this mess with SN?
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3
Views
1K
escapefromabuse
E
Shenanigan
Discussion What was your last straw?
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38
Views
4K
ReadyToFly
ReadyToFly
E
How to verify ctb without a self-ban or good-bye thread
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2
Views
735
escapefromabuse
E
Peacefulness
Discussion Is ctb because of embarrassment rational?
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8
Views
898
Final Escape
F
reesespiecesaregood
First post - looking for guidance!
Replies
6
Views
717
jgm63
J
E
I've picked my date
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14
Views
1K
BasedGod
BasedGod
Amorphous Blob
Method Parachuting SN
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17
Views
1K
Amorphous Blob
Amorphous Blob
Terminally ill
Precautions to take
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16
Views
1K
goomsoom
G
T
Are we pushing for our own suicide too much?
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25
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2K
goomsoom
G
D
Got my sn
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4
Views
658
Ghost2211
G
L
Anyone feeling of pain?
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4
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1K
Xena87
Xena87
AllThePsychMeds
Venting Risky missed chance will come again
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2
Views
632
faust
faust
Painless_end
Venting Don't want to live
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7
Views
803
StillWaiting
StillWaiting
nihilist_fool
Help Dying without giving everyone around me PTSD
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6
Views
869
ctbUniquectb
C
faust
Help How can Japanese CTB book may be found?
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5
Views
904
foreveryoung
foreveryoung
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