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Suicide Discussion

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watereyes
I'm a big wizziefailure.
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4
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644
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
DisillusionedDragon
I have lost the last thing that used to bring me joy
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13
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1K
DisillusionedDragon
DisillusionedDragon
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Suicide statistics
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12
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1K
lovelyheartz
lovelyheartz
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Ensuring that I can purchase a gun on my 21st birthday
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1
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492
TheUncommon
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I have determined my Death Day
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10
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694
Teepbak
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Discussion Isn't it scary to 'know' there's no god?
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58
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3K
Lostkitten1
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Assisted Suicide
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8
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591
Omega290
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Foreversad
How do you pay N ? CRYPto ? Where to find help?
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14
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726
checkouttime
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Ruinedlifex
If you bought N from D, can I ask you a few questions?
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5
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834
helloitsme
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Help How do I source Morphine?
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2
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636
loopylou
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Pessimist
  • Question
Help Are there any statistics on suicide beraved people/parents who have lost a child to suicide?
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22
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1K
lovelyheartz
lovelyheartz
Makko
The rays of horrible sanity
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5
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596
Makko
Makko
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  • Question
Help Is there a guide on how to buy and transfer crypto anonymously?
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3
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863
Foreversad
Foreversad
Busridin'26
This life of dying is kiĺling me.
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3
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510
JustAFriendlyGuy
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PrincessInWhite
sitting here crying my eyes out, writing my last letters
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6
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932
nothingchanges
N
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Pro lifers
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0
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469
checkouttime
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Bedrock48
Venting I long for an escape
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2
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479
Bedrock48
Bedrock48
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which is better to use for partial
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1
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385
JustLosingMyself
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2020wanderlust
Does anyone else..
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10
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sans
People like punching down at those below them.
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7
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780
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
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Story New Here
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2
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463
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
Circle
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2
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376
karel1987
K
S
Who do never want to talk to again?
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10
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549
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Snake of Eden
N sourced from B/D 1 or 2 vials enough?
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3
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385
Stefano
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Wakawaka
I thought I was going to die yesterday
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0
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464
Wakawaka
Wakawaka
happylilsht
My exit note
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1
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417
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Foreversad
Questions for N
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0
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429
Foreversad
Foreversad
BigNarkoleptic
UK partners thread 2021
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143
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8K
Stjt2222
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Lost Magic
I like it when the day ends
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11
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617
boc
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LenkaX
Venting I'm like dead soul imprisoned in a prison-body
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3
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536
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
azazel_djinn
Barbiturates sleeping pills
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15
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1K
The Lonely
The Lonely
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Consequences of N Caught at Customs
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32
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2K
Ida_
Ida_
Insomniac
What is PURE SN used for (other than suicide)
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2
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527
dreamlessnight
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Drinking N tonight
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6
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1K
Smart No More
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L951788
How many of you have jobs?
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97
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7K
xx1982
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Largeletters
Method SN... would this kind work?
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12
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2K
dark_angel
dark_angel
WaterHemlock
Help what would you do if your mother wanted to ctb?
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19
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1K
lovelyheartz
lovelyheartz
zenn7
  • Question
Fentanyl
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6
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707
All Things Must Pass
All Things Must Pass
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Need to acquire Metoclopramide
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0
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407
whatliesbeyond
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Busticket
Do you still have hope you can turn your life around?
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43
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2K
Sinai Silence
Sinai Silence
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Help How do you watch the videos on the PPH book
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1
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640
All Things Must Pass
All Things Must Pass
Busticket
Are you craving intimate touch?
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8
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614
Omega290
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are these Antacid good enough to take before SN?
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1
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575
hÊšll
hÊšll
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Is there anyone in your past who you wish you could talk to?
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21
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682
All Things Must Pass
All Things Must Pass
All Things Must Pass
What do you think of people who don't read suicide notes written for them?
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19
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880
xkonstantinexx
xkonstantinexx
KrommeVinger
what are the reasons that make you want to die?
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29
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1K
ClownMe
ClownMe
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What is getting to me the most about CTB
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3
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417
motel rooms
motel rooms
Deadlyroses
Getting drunk and high before SN regimen?
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3
Views
540
AloeGarten
AloeGarten
Insomniac
Combination of SN and another method
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7
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1K
Tonight369
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Decision tomada
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4
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450
Estefania
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