How would you spend your final days.

[Sprite_Geist]

The final days leading up to my first semi-attempt were spent thinking of everything that had happened in life until that point; while gorging myself on a silly amount of chocolate. It was the Last Supper gone wrong and edgy.

 

[irememberinnocence]

Right now I'm stressed trying to make sure I can get hold of all the supplies. After that hopefully I can relax a bit. I'd like to listen to some of my favorite music, write notes for the important people who were in my life, and enjoy some foods I like. I'm CBTing because my physical quality of life is too low for me to feel OK with it. I just want to hurry up and release myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Making sure the method does not fail. That is the important thing. There is nothing that I enjoy or want to do. I simply do not like living. All I want is to be free from this world. I will probably spend the final days overthinking everything and hoping that I will finally get the peace I am looking for.

 

[Blowba]

I would want to spend my final days talking to the people I love because I already know its my last time I would make the most out of it so they would have a good memory of me after instead of being "confused"

 

[Chockles]

I'd ideally have liked to spend last couple nights in a tent near one of my favourite nature spots but I've left that too late. Had I discovered as a year ago maybe it would have been an option had I acquired the golden ticket out of here. Sadly I'm completely bed ridden in agony now staying with my elderly parents & ctb at home overnight with them sleeping in same house will be my only option hopefully soon.
I have a bucket list of things I wanted to do before I die. Sadly I won't manage any of them now.

 

[motel rooms]

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